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Would wish to rant.

by hogpotter 12/21/2012

written by hogpotter

I would just like to rant for a little bit here…

My Papa died when I was 3. I was so young, but I remember him. He is my guardian angel, the key to my happiness. If he had been alive I would never need to lead this kind of life, trust me. Life would have been much better for me. I would be pampered, so loved, so spoiled maybe. Sometimes I wish to run outside and scream at God, why? Why does God want me to lead such a dark life instead?

I was just 3, damnit, what sin could I have committed so badly that […]

12/21/2012 4 comments

Irony

by jjgirl13 10/22/2012

written by jjgirl13

Ironic, how even in herd of black sheep, I seem to be even too black to fit in.

Fuck your stupid conformity.

I came to find some sort of solace, but as usual, expectations of any sort just leave you fucked.

Should have known better to shut the fuck up and kill myself instead of expecting other suicidal people to understand what it really is like to want to kill yourself, not to want to live. If I wanted to live I would have gone to a fucking happy go lucky site.

Hope is fucking overrated.

10/22/2012 49 comments

This is my story, i guess

by Egokiller 10/7/2012

written by Egokiller

Well, I guess my story starts from the day that I was born. My mother, so Iâ€™ve been told, started drinking around the age of twelve. She was from an extremely abusive household and I figure she needed something to get her mind off of it. I donâ€™t hold it against her. Anyway, she had about seven kids with a different man every time all over the United States and dropped us with the fathers. She committed suicide when I was about ten, not that it mattered. I never met the women and I donâ€™t really care to.
My father also had a very, very, […]

10/7/2012 2 comments

Divinity must exist..

by CBurton 9/11/2012

written by CBurton

I’ve battled with depression over several years; I’ve tried different meds to help out, but with varying success. They can keep me up to a certain level, but once life hits, there’s no staying afloat.
There’s been so much turmoil in my life; business going bust, marriage on the verge of breaking, custody and visitation battles, verbal fights with stepkids, friends leaving me, money running out, vehicles break beyond repair or being stolen, workplace f**ked up..
I’m at the point where I just don’t see what my purpose of being here is – people and situations just constantly push back or throw spanners in the […]

9/11/2012 4 comments

The Irony…

by eva.h 7/21/2012

written by eva.h

It’s ironic… And sad, really.

Some people are so positive and full of hope, but unfortunately they have to face death so soon (be it from illness, accidents, etc.)

Some people pray to have their life ended because they lost all hope in life, but yet they have many, many, MANY healthy years ahead of them.

It’ll be nice if we could trade places…

7/21/2012 4 comments

My Father The Summary of My Life

by SomeMalaise 6/21/2012

written by SomeMalaise

My father’s existance summarizes how my life has been for me in a metaphorical term. Emotional blackmail.

My father calls me 24 times a day sometimes more for very trivial things. I do them. If i don’t I know what will happen.

Trash, yard, clean, glass of water, make my food, find my shoes, shave my beard, find my clothes, mow the lawn, water the grass, find my glasses, where’s my tooth brush, let’s get groceries. You go in the store I’ll stay outside (he talks on the phone to some woman i don’t know) Oh i didn’t give you enough money? How much is the […]

6/21/2012 4 comments

Countdown

by No_more_pain 5/15/2012

written by No_more_pain

I set a date for myself last week.Â I’ve been counting it down since then, day-by-day.Â Â Every day that I count down makes me feel almost…hopeful.Â Â What irony, huh?Â Â I don’t know whether I’m going to be able to follow though, when the time comes, but I’m seriously going to try.Â I’ve been making concrete plans and actually doing things to make come about.Â Â I won’t give away the actual method (since we’re not really supposed to do that here), but let’s just say it’s going to be as quick as possible, with little chance for any mistakes.Â

I’m trying not to be selfish about this, […]

5/15/2012 2 comments

Major Manic Depressive Problems

by Warped 3/31/2012

written by Warped

Well…..I never thought I would ever think of suicide. As a child I always feared my little brother would suicide because he had anxiety problems and was bullied. He barfed every single day before school when he was in grade 1, but his therapist helped him and now he’s a popular 16 year old with an on again off again suicidal girlfriend (is that irony? I don’t know). But back to me because I am so selfish, I have loving parents and family as well as supportive loving friends. I have no right to depressed like this when there are so many other people in […]

3/31/2012 4 comments

The Irony Of That Conversation…

by NotReallyHereAtAll 3/30/2012

written by NotReallyHereAtAll

I said: “Everyone has problems.”

You said: “You don’t. Your life is perfect.”

I didn’t argue.

But I did come on here right after you left and started writing this whilst inside me everything’s all jumbled up and messy and broken.

We all have our problems, okay.Â I might not have a horrible home life like you. I might not have been through the same things as you. But let me promise you: I have plenty of problems.

Yes, I have what looks like the perfect life- loving family, nice house, plenty of money etc. And I do actually have all of those things. My parents raised me perfectly and I […]

3/30/2012 6 comments

I just keep hesitating

by Anon141 3/8/2012

written by Anon141

So, my mother keeps a bottle of her Ambien hidden in her dresser, and I’m usually home alone for about 4-5 hours on weekdays, 10 hours on Friday nights. I keepÂ planning, saying my goodbyes over and over again, but every time it comes to that time, I freeze up. Not because of myself, but because I’m afraid how it will effect the people I care about. It’s a hard thing to think about, balancing a pill between your lips and debating what impact you’ve made on the people around you, no matter how small. Then of course, there’s the fear I’ll find myself Â awake, and […]

3/8/2012 2 comments

Parents

by gillyflowers 1/11/2012

written by gillyflowers

Today I realized how strange my parents treat me, my dad is over protective and paranoied ever since his brother died of an overdose and yet he abuses me both emotionaly and phisicaly, my momther says if she had to chose between me and my father she would always chose me and yet she stands by and watches me suffer. Both of my parents are are paranoied like I said earlier about things like me doing drugs, drinking, or cutting myself and yet when my scars from the years of cutting are showing, they pretend not to see them or they buy my lame excuses. […]

1/11/2012 0 comment

Break the cycle

by marine105 10/27/2010

written by marine105

Kill me.
Kill me now, cut deep into my veins and bleed me until there’s nothing left
Nothing of me in this world
This wretched, hard, horrid place
Moving from mishap to mishap
never stopping
never breaking the cycle
I must get free of this cycle
The cycle bound by the chains of mortality
The only way to get out
to break free of my mortality
but the reason to get out?
to make life better.
STOP!
what is this?
this world? full of paradox and irony
the universe seems to cackle at every one of the informed
bringing them down further and further
there […]

10/27/2010 0 comment

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