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light bulb moment :)

by truthbetold 3/11/2014

written by truthbetold

IMO, suicidal people are stuck between Life & Death as the result of a conflict: Intellect vs Emotions

on a purely rational level, we realize human life is meaningless, especially from a cosmic perspective

whether humans are or not, the Universal Mind will continue to create .. when man has disappeared, I really doubt It’ll pause to think: “wow I really miss mankind :'( Let me recreate man to fill this void I’m feeling”

unfortunately, our emotions get in the way .. thanks to social conditioning

social conditioning says: every life has a purpose ; it will get better ; you wouldn’t appreciate life if it only had ups […]

3/11/2014 29 comments

The Oscars, and the Worthlessness of Life

by rach 3/4/2014

written by rach

Well we’ve all seen the red carpet show now and all the beautiful rich and talented people gathering together to congratulate themselves on their beauty, riches and talents.Â In the end, when the earth has burnt away, when memories have ceased, what difference does it make whether I was the neighborhood “retard” or whether I was Jennifer Lawrence.Â Pointless, all of it.Â Yes, Jennifer will have lived a life 100 thousand times better than anything I will ever experience.Â But one hundred years from now when we are dust, we will be the same.Â Dust, useless quiet dust.Â A huge downgrade for the winners in […]

3/4/2014 20 comments

Today

by theforgottenfew 2/26/2014

written by theforgottenfew

I fell apart today leaving work…
It was a bad day and it left me feeling hollow inside when I walked out the door and you weren’t there to hug me and tell me that everything would be okay. I’ve met some good people, and someone our story has saved some of them…but I still don’t understand why you have to be gone forever. It just isn’t fair. I know life isn’t usually fair…but this is just such a cruel fate that I don’t know if I’ll ever completely heal, especially not when every little thing rips the wounds right open again. Having all the […]

2/26/2014 2 comments

Today

by theforgottenfew 2/26/2014

written by theforgottenfew

2/26/2014 0 comment

Should I runaway?

by lonewolf23 2/20/2014

written by lonewolf23

My dad drives me insane, and I don’t think I can take it anymore. That’s why I want to run away. My dad has really bad anger problems and their only getting worst as he gets older. He yells at me everyday for the smallest problems in the world. And when I say everyday, I mean everyday …..that is unless I’m with my mom but she can be too careless. And when my dad gets really mad at me he gets in my face and screams really loud as if he were the incredible hulk. Sometimes he hits me really hard on the side of […]

2/20/2014 13 comments

Average humans, who are non suicidal, are foolish ?

by addicted 1/23/2014

written by addicted

” Except some 10% of humans, remaining all are just meat bags

I really don’t know from where these 90% humans getting motivation for living

These 10% of humans at least leaving some footprint on earth. they may be remembered for next 100 or 200 years

But remaining 90% humans, No one knows what they really trying to do with life. simply assisting that 10% of humans.

Out of this 90%, some realized the fact and in dilemma whether to commit suicide or not. Average humans who are non suicidal are Â just foolish ”

Question is: Â If an average person* with strong self convincing power is living happily, isn’t he […]

1/23/2014 4 comments

i just don’t understand

by bye_bye 1/21/2014

written by bye_bye

i don’t get it. why am i not good enough? why does he not tell me he’s cheating. he is. i know he is. he knows i know, so just admit it. why can’t i break up with him? he was supposed to be my sanctuary. now he’s my pain. i can’t go or be anywhere with him because i know what he’s doing. this sucks. can’t i get some peace? happiness? should i leave? it’d probably better – for both of us. he could be with the person he wants to be with. he won’t have to worry about hurting me. he can be […]

1/21/2014 7 comments

this has got to end somewhere

by passionfruit3 10/23/2013

written by passionfruit3

I see absolutely no point of being around.I just keep forgetting that and end up backing out of suicide before its to late.I cant keep doing that.Im not meant to be was never meant to be.My oldest sister will be leaving soon off to college i will never hear or see her again.I cant deal with that.
If i continue to live i will be homeless or institutionalized.My best friend says shell take care of me but she cant take care of herself let alone can i.I dont know how to survive this world.I cant survive this world.Ive thought of seeing if i can hang […]

10/23/2013 1 comment

Is this madness talking?

by aeneegma 4/10/2013

written by aeneegma

I’m not here.
Just a shadow,
A spectre.

Cold.
Void.
Crushed.
Why do I keep,
and keep,
and keep feeling this?

I want to go.
I want to leave.
I want to vanish.

Where?
Where is this place that would welcome my presence?
Where is this place that people would be glad having me around?
Where will I go?

I want to go.
I want to leave.
I want to vanish.

Just vanish.
Vanish.
Poof!

4/10/2013 3 comments

how a relationship between childhood friends really ends…

by NotReallyHereAtAll 5/25/2012

written by NotReallyHereAtAll

At this stage in our lives we seem to be living in two different, yet unreachable universes: the past and the future. When we’re together, we often reminisce about old times, back when we were young and innocent and nothing bad happened that couldn’t be fixed. When we’re not reflecting on our shared history, we’re looking ahead to our futures; future plans and future goals and wishes and dreams. And to an extent, looking back and looking forward are both wonderful things to do; often they’re reminders that happy times did happen and better things may lie ahead…

But Â we only exist in those two states: […]

5/25/2012 1 comment

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