Days like today I look at my life and all the things that lead me to this point and I want to cry. Why me, why couldn’t I just be left to be happy with the one thing I wanted the most in this world? Happiness to me is like a high feeling like living in a fantasy, why couldn’t I just be left alone to live out that fantasy? But no reality had to step in and make itself known, and after that it was all ruined.Everything is changing and it is a permanent change, an inevitable change. I want to cry I want […]
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The truth is once you get depressed, suicidal its.hard to turn to normal. People use the word normal like they know the definition, apparently idont fit that group. Truth is people are going to hurt you but got to have strength, for me ihave no strength, no mind and no hope. To everybody society actualy hates us and makes us feel bad about our self and tries to make each individual seem crazy, most take it well but for others like me well you get the picture… :/ Icould try to change but the truth is im staying the same !
People always seem to ask why im never smiling or lauging . too many people ask whats wrong .
No one sees the scars on my stomach , legs , or wrist , people dont really get that shit gets real behind closed doors . No one knew for the longest time that i used to cut night after night after night . My family would be up stairs and I would be taking another razor to my body , making new or re opening cuts . It got to the point where my mom didnt even notice me anymore . she took his side […]
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