Ok guys, come on. We all have to admit we shared a lot of laughs and fun times this morning with Wndozh8er and some others who post regularly on this site. I don’t know what happened between then and now, but there’s so much arguing and drama going on in the comments and with posting new posts, etc. let’s all just get along. We are all here for a reason, rather it be because we are suicidal, or that we are trying to help others feel like living again. Maybe you have survived an attempt and want to share your life with us. Whatever it […]
I’m a bit slow, if I may from my impartial
I’ll keep my work for tomorrow
Let me enjoy the life
What is it from the outside effecting one’s chromosome
Growing to become the master of my ability in my disparity
Putting everything that I say, I’m sorry
I’m a bit slow, if I may from my impartial
The only from the echo missing to the beat of a drum
Growing to become the master of ability from my disparity
Everyone is like a valiant knight
And what about for this one
What happened to the true, cross, by the side
And now, to the now
Like I lost so long ago
Back to the, equitable
Convening, there is only […]
Ironic, if thy seek for
Ironic, the ultimate
Master from master to master and master
Is it only in the polarity
Calling to like to the Double-Negative
Do you plan to be, maybe, underground
Let’s hope, only, for now, the blink
Of solar, but what about, what
The place that I need to be and the truth of a reality
Undead of the peace, I call to the, Almighty
Maybe do not believe, in your unknown
Rolling time and space
The bust begins after five
I won’t say never but surely damn forever
How can I be real
If I can’t even feel
The moonlight
I’m not so pretty, like you
You can wait
I can’t
Girl, can you just
Piece, what it’s missing
On to another, tune
Makes me wanna’
The tear, of the crown
The end of the song
Hero, are you ready for
Repeat
All that I feel
Let us go back, to the North or to the West
Like, birds
Do you know, yet
To take me to, glide
On to another tune
The song at the end
The voice and the eyes
I don’t know
I’m, Diglett
Dugtrio, inside of yo
Horsea, Seadra
Gloria, Miranda
I want to grow
It never change
Going into
Let me scent you
Evolve in the idle
But I always did lose
.
“Hold on little girl
Show me what he’s done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can’t be that bad
When it’s through, it’s through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on dear come on over
Let me be the one to show you.”
What need have I to fear–so soon to die? Let me work on, not watch and wait in dread: What will it matter, when that I am dead That they bore hate or love that near me lie? ‘Tis but a lifetime, and the end is nigh At best or worst. Let me lift up my head And firmly, as with inner courage, tread Mine own appointed way on mandates high. Pain could but bring from all its evil store, The close of pain: hate’s venom could but kill; Repulse, defeat, desertion, could no more, Let me have lived my life, not cowered until The […]
This is the end,
Hold your breath and count to ten,
Feel the earth move and then,
Hear my heart burst again..
Hell is a once in lifetime thing for some people, but for me it’s every day. For me there is no happy place, there is no happy ending. People act like they know me, but in reality they don’t know half of it. There is no perfect girl, there is no real friends, there IS NO PEACE. Love, like true happiness, is just a myth. When people ask me about college, all I can honestly think is I’ll be lucky to be alive then. Suicide is NOT an option…. but neither is life like this. I can’t STAY good I can try as hard as […]
Question for the wonderful people on this blog, if you had to pick a character on Harry Potter, who would you be and why. I would probably be either Lupin or Sirius Black, because both of them are eccentric people, both have been forced to be alone for various reasons, and both have hearts of gold.
It’s getting awful lonely around the ‘bastard’s gentlemen club’
Shambles absolute shambles
It’s a pretty grim dawn.
So, go ahead pull the trigger, light the fuse.
Open the door, step on through.
It’s weird isn’t it?
That instant effect? That blaring distorting?
Zero apologies, no note, no comparative grievances.
This is a French exit of parallel thoughts.
Let’s go back to those hideous wilds with smiles on our faces.
Let’s get stranger again.
How about one last nasty scare before bed time?
One last gasp, one more really good cry.
When I fall asleep tonight
Will the voices stop
Will an angel come to comfort me
Or a demon come to mock
Make a joke of suffering
And laugh in my face
Let the darkness smother me
While the echoes fill the space
“They hate you”
“They crave you”
These voices never change
They argue with themselves
They magnify my pain
“They’re watching. Not leaving”
Paranoia is setting in
“Even when you’re dreaming
They know your every sin”
I want to run away
Say you’ll come
I want to be okay
Let’s just run
We will never look back
We can leave our pain behind
Let the past stay in the past
I’ll be yours; you’ll be mine
I’m just going to leave. But I can’t help wanting someone to come with me.
I crawl into myself.
No-one notices, half surprised
Each wrapped up in oneself
After-all, aren’t we all disguised?
Ever hiding
Ever redirecting
Everything sliding
Barely suspecting
Embodied detachment
Am I a person anymore?
Tears fall in the catchment
—
But what can you do
You have no one
No one able to handle your words
Let alone your feelings
So you crawl inside
Unsure why death seems so appealing
Yet the only thing you are sure of, is how much you want to die
You don’t want to run, to leave everything behind.
Hi, it’s Astley. So on friday, I walked into parents room and my dad says “You’re wearing long sleeves” and gave me a look. I sat down on the bed and my three year old brother leans over and said “Let me see” I pulled up the sleeve with my cuts on it and he looked at me and said “Now the right side” so I showed him (no cuts on the right side) and he said “good job” then went back to teen titans…
Let me detach my head
You can keep it in your bed
Where so many memories were made
So many things were left unsaid
For my ears will hear you whisper
My eyes will see you smile
My lips will speak your name
But I can only stay a while
Let me remove my heart
You can keep it in your car
Where I used to leave my shades
And my shoes were often shed
For I long to feel the wind
As we drive on for miles
The radio up too loud
But I can only stay a while
Let me tear out my lungs
You […]
Get me past blood
Past walls
Past meds
Past the next step
Let me go blind
To the crippled
To that hospital image
To the dark colors
To how I got here
Let me go deaf
To the loud ringing
To the insecure patient
To the crying little boy
To the prosecutor
Let me not feel
The needles in my arm
Your razor blade tongue
The gnawing on my bones
I don’t believe that dead people speak
Nor that prophets walk on water
That just leaves me with
All those years of scrambled nonsense
And broken Angels
Amen
As I begin to lay down for another sleepless night, I ponder at the thought of just dying. Of taking my own way out because the anxiety and depression have overwhelmed me and once again beat my ragged body to nothing. My legs now quiver and my heart beat echoes through the night. Yet, I’m confused of what I’m afraid of in the moment. The lifeless black surrounding me in the box I struggle to rest in, gives little comfort. So I’ll pull my ragged body off the ground, grab my razor, and put my mind to sleep.
The deep voice within my mind is stuck on repeat. “Let me out” “get me out of here” as I sit here alone with the thoughts of my head and brain exploding. Leaving me (my mind) to be set free from this head, this body
So far today I’ve almost beat the hell out of my *****-in-law…
Then they left to do things.
They came back with alcohol… wonderful…
So, I guess the wait for an argument to start is underway.
Let’s hope this doesn’t get nasty.