I feel like my life is a pile of poo. No matter how hard I try, I just get slapped back down. Again and again and again and again. So why bother? Why try? Why live? My life is shit. I wish I could have aborted myself as a zygote.
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Life Is Shit
…and try to get comfort from a “friend” and that person makes you feel even worse. When you know that you have no real friends and nobody cares enough to help. When you are crying and reaching out for help and people see it, and yet they walk away.
Funny how people are always so fucking shocked when someone commits suicide.
“Oh I never knew his/her depression was THAT bad.”
“Oh I knew s/he was suicidal, but I never thought s/he would do it.
“Oh I’m shocked.”
“Oh I’m so surprised. I had NO idea.”
Yes, you do, you fuckers. We come to you. We try to talk […]
I was supposed to kill myself almost 3 years ago on my 24th birthday. I wish I had.
I can’t bear the knowledge that my ex is moving on with her life and happy and doing well while I am so tortured over what transpired. Losing her love is horrible, but losing her as my best friend–that’s what just makes me wish I was dead. I’ve been optimistic about life, and doing OK sometimes and looking forward to the long vacation which I just got back from. But now I’m back and all alone and feel like I’m at square one. There are times when I’m […]
What will it take to show you that it’s not the life it seems (I’m not O.K)….
by Nat....
written by Nat....
I told him, about my thoughts. Naturally he didn’t want me to do it. He just surprised me with his kindness.
So… Anyway. Life is shit. Only 21 days now? sweet, I can’t fucking wait. I’m sick of this life and this family and all of the arguements. My brother is a selfish prick, my sister is a *****, My mum just fucks me off all the time… And my dad. Bless him, trying to help but really, he was just making things worse. He shouldn’t blame himself though. I have found out how to cause bruises! 😀 which is amazing as they are easy to […]