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A life of someone living with Depression, Anxiety and Autism

by oliviadee 7/31/2013

written by oliviadee

I can’t exactly say when it started because I don’t know, my life has just been full of bad events snowballing until I finally released it all.

From a very young age I felt alienated from everyone, I felt that nobody was like me.

It didn’t help that I had a young mother, she had me at 14, Â because I felt that she wasn’t approachable. Also, she was often getting into new relationships which involved a lot of men. I found it very hard ad still find it very hard, to connect with new people so this was an issue for the first 5 years of my […]

7/31/2013 7 comments

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by BrooklynBoxx 12/9/2012

written by BrooklynBoxx

When i made this cut i was scared. I had just traded an ounce of weed for a brand new box cutter, a kid bought me from home depot. Stupid i know i could have got it myself but with your dad watching you every moment of the day it was kinda hard. I said it was for protection.. protection from my thoughts.. but he gave it to me. No other questions ask even knowing my history.

I went home a couple days past and then me and my parents got in a huge fight. With out […]

12/9/2012 13 comments

The Truth is…

by Naturally_UnNatural 12/2/2012

written by Naturally_UnNatural

Nobody believes I’m depressed. My parents say depression isn’t real. My friends think I’m an attention whore. He thinks I’m not suicidal anymore. Truth is, depression is real and it hurts like hell, I don’t want attention they give it to me because they saw my cuts, and he just doesn’t want to believe that I’m still planning suicide. I think it’s funny that they can’t cope with my depression. I mean, it’s MY depression, not theirs… I just wish it would stop or that I could talk to somebody who I don’t have to look at face […]

12/2/2012 1 comment

Wow..

by rawrimaturtle.. 11/23/2012

written by rawrimaturtle..

i told my parents about how i have a girlfriend now… big mistake.,. did not accept it at all.. so what if i like girls and guys?

ugh… worst night ever. and to add to it. my girlfriend dumped me.. so i told my parents for nothing… i tell my friends and theyre all like “you should of waited a month before telling your parents” and im like, wow! cant you just be here for me instead of telling me the things i should of done differently…

i wanted to start being close to my parents.. so i was gunna try.. well im done trying.. my mom […]

11/23/2012 0 comment

Mistakes

by lostchild445 3/12/2012

written by lostchild445

I shouldve tried harder last night. I wake up this morning, I find out that I failed every assignment I handed in. I officially have failed highschool. I’ll have to retake all of sophomore year. My girlfriend got ridiculed about me n I about her, so she hasn’t even looked at me today. My best friend tried to kill herself n is back in the hospital. My two other friends both were gone today. I got blamed for shit I didn’t do and I got a detention. I destroyed my hip flexor so that ends my track career. My parents destroyed my piece n my […]

3/12/2012 1 comment

by nebdy 6/27/2009

written by nebdy

there have been lots of times when i have been depressed, i cry sometimes. like uncontrolably for hours, but that hasnt happened in a while. i usually do that when i know no one can hear me, because i dont think they would really get it. like most people i know they turn around and go “well you have it a lot better than some.” my best friend, and in some ways my only friend called me a spoilt bratt, when i was depressed on monday.Â thats why iÂ dont trust her enough to talk to her, thats why i’m here.

i dont sound all “woe […]

6/27/2009 3 comments