i’ve been part of this community for such a long time that i thought- why not just chronicle everything and join the pebbles on the beach myself.
i know i’m not making any sense here but it’s been about a year since i’ve been released from my short stay at the mental ward and i almost forgot about it. keyword: almost.
it’s almost funny how quickly your mind can change from one perspective to another in literally days, hours even. i was doing so fine until two days ago when it hit me again- i want to die. haha funny right? and the saddest thing […]
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first time using this site i hope im doing this right. anyway to outline my current situation, im a complete fucking failure at anything i ever do. im diagnosed with depression and general anxiety and probably have something else mixed in there but at this point im too scared to get checked out.
anyway, ive had(noticed) anxiety since third grade and depression since sixth.i found out i had anxiety in fifth grade and found out i had depression in ninth grade. i am currently in tenth grade.
ive gone through 3 medications so far and none of them work. it feels like this all is […]
A not so famous quote from my best friend from high school that always makes me laugh – “Yeah I like grit music.”
If only Wndozh8r was here, he’d get it and I wouldn’t have to explain. LOL
Its like a guilty pleasure. I listen to 80s sometimes to de-stress and I end up on play lists of grit music. Or what you would know as hair metal.
A grit is a term we use back home in West Virginia for people who dress like fans of hair metal. Those are grits. Pikers. LMAO. Hahaha god I miss the days when things were simple….
I feel so selfish of myself for crying over my weight and guys not noticing me
written by Now22andahalf
When just five years ago I couldn’t even talk and I was in hospitals and here I am like a normal person
having tons of friends on facebook(although I may not talk to them all) im still out there.
I drive a nice car, Thanks to my dad cosigning, I go to school now
even though im super nervous and yea I still go to malls even though its early in the morning when its first open
to avoid people(I used to love the mall) I find what works for me and im okay with that,Im sometimes just happy
to be out there in the […]
Oh man I think my depression has shifted gears into a nice clam mania! aka (manic)
NICEEE!
I’m a total freakin rockstar from mars winning, I have one gear “GO” epic winning! lmao
ARE YOU BIPOLAR? “I’M BI-WINNING!
-Charlie Sheen-my fucking idol!
This is my first time posting lol.. So..Thursday I brought alcohol to school & my “friends” snitched on me. They also snitched on how I was planning on getting high on Friday night & how I cut myself..There’s soo many things I could say as to why I think “my life sucks” but there’s no use;p Keep in mind I’m only 14 lmao..but anyone wanna talk?