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Mascara

Im a ghost

by WillowH. 8/23/2013

written by WillowH.

Im so pissed right now…back then when i was lying in bed all day with fresh cuts on my hands noone gave a fuck… but now when i have to get a stupid highschool diploma suddenly im in the center of attention.

HEY! IM SUICIDAL OVER HERE!!! Help?

“but you wont get anywhere without proper edjucation, darling!”

am i dead already? what the hell giong on… noone can see nor hear me. Im crying through the day… how can you not notice mascara all over my stupid face?

okay, i dont need help anyways, i dont want it… but atleast before i die it would nice to hear things […]

8/23/2013 3 comments

Tomorrow has to be a better day..

by hazelleyes 1/24/2013

written by hazelleyes

“It’s a new day”, she thinks.

Open the blinds, the sun is shinning. She grabs her laptop, opens up itunes and puts some happy song playing.

“This will be a better day, it has to be.”

Hops up in the shower, singing along with the music, feeling the water wash away all the bad stuff. It almost seems like everything is okey, like the darkness is starting to go away. Her long hair is all pretty, and she looks at the mirror comtemplating herself.

“Maybe today someone will understand, maybe today someone will truly be there for me. Maybe I won’t be alone anymore.”

The music is still playing while […]

1/24/2013 20 comments

the walking dead…

by gr82bme123 1/22/2013

written by gr82bme123

I’m here but, not all the way. I feel as if I am dying alive. Thye world is picking at my wounds. My cuts are being doused with ALCOHOL! I no longer feel as if, I am a human. I am hurting inside more than words will allow me to explain. I mutiliated my body again, I slash for each person who has hurt me. I Cant deal with this horrible pain. Shattered glass stabs me from within, I bleed an invisible blood. I drip sorrow from my eyes. Where has all of this anger come from, why are my dreams terrorizing my reality? Why […]

1/22/2013 5 comments

*****, i hate you.

by fakingit 7/31/2012

written by fakingit

why why why why why why why WHY FUCKING WHY!? are you so mean. i asked u for my mascara back..so u chuck out your door and it hits me right in the eye. it hurt seriously like fuck. u look at me and say “aww is poor baby ganna cry? what a loser” then u grab a belt and beat me with it. “hahahaha now u can cry over that” which i was. “yay yay! your in pain. this is my favorite day ever!” my mom: yeah she’s just watching all this and laughing. oh oh oh..and u pushed me into the wall and […]

7/31/2012 10 comments

I am me.. Get over it.

by MaddieIsn'tOk 2/29/2012

written by MaddieIsn'tOk

I smile during pictures. I smile ’cause I can. I smile when my best friend Becca, takes my hand. I smile when I see you, because thats what is polite. I smile during the day. But I don’t smile during night. I step off the bus, and head to the house. I say “Thanks for the ride” and look downÂ on my phone, more drama has arouse. I close the door slowly, hearing it creak. The hardwood floor echoes my sobs and my shreaks. I am not happy with my looks or my smile, they made me insecure. I question life for a while. I am […]

2/29/2012 2 comments