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Mums

are you still with me…no…ok…good biy ( this is espeshaley for dave_n and whating for the light and the people who made me feel agen in 5 years)

by why i dont no 3/6/2013

written by why i dont no

are you still with me

do you still care

if i were to diy tomorow

wood you even note

the one who calld out in silens

in the boling crowd

the one who was forgoten

never to be known

drownd out by the back grownd nose

that titend rownd his nakid from

and sqwesd the air from with in

know my cuts tell storeys

that no man can tell

know my songs are sagas

that make sens to only me

when you here a war cry

will you think of me

my words are so much like it

with the cold hate and empthey

IM SHOUTING FROM THE ROOF TOPS !

CRYING TO THE WOLD !

WHY AM I INVISBUL !

DEAD TO THE WOLD !

ALL THE […]

3/6/2013 6 comments

another reason why.

by b1urr 1/18/2013

written by b1urr

since 3rd grade i’ve struggled with trichotillomania. for those who do not know, trichotillomania, often linked to anxiety disorders, is a hair pulling disorder. many people think it is just a habit -like my mother- but it is not. my father believes this issue of mine can be fixed by using punishment, he’s fed this idea to my mum and she’s tried it. of course it didn’t work. my doctor suggested prozac -my mums against any anti depressants- i want it so badly. i want it so that i can have my hair grow back nice and thick, i want it because a side effect […]

1/18/2013 4 comments

My Broken Family

by Life Death 11/24/2012

written by Life Death

About a week ago I found out how fucked up my family is, my mums an actress so she goes on tours alot and my dad is a psychotherapist who has been trying to get his quilification for 11 years!

My dad is a lazy alchoholic but he dosent hit me, but he manipulates my emotions until i’m crying in your room for an hour or 4. My mum hates him because she has payed about 250,000 punds on his training so we’re broke. My brother ignores it by doing working and other activities. My dad is very….. destructive, of people and my stuff. He has […]

11/24/2012 2 comments

freakin’ fed up

by annae 10/12/2012

written by annae

So I guess life is about finding a partner to share your life with, being the partner for somebody and building a life on a relationship, maybe having a family. Sounds nice. Sounds like something I’d like to achieve.

So my life should be about perfect. I just got two A:s so I’m a good student, I live together with my bf and everything seems good.

Let me just say.

Fuck this shit.

Two of his friends came over today. The other one offered me some candy and I said “well… thanks.” What did my bf say? “You don’t have to be such a moodkiller.” Yeah. A moodkiller. And […]

10/12/2012 1 comment

Life will not get better

by Greene 5/16/2012

written by Greene

Well, my story is much longer, but I don’t feel like writing it all. I have been depressed for 2 years been in mental hopsital twice, I am only 16 (17 next month). A year ago my brother’s girlfriend killed herself she had depression and they met at the hopsital. And then three months later my brother followed. I found him dead in our bathroom. We were really close and, my life was shit enough before he died. I have been in hopsital again for 3 months, been on different pills nothing makes me feel better. My life is just not getting any better. Nothing […]

5/16/2012 0 comment

No one Listens

by karls92 4/29/2012

written by karls92

Im crying out to my familly to listen.

No one understands i cant take it. Ive been through so much in my life and no one is here to help me breack free from it.My mum is a foster carer and treats the foster kids better then her own, she spends more time with them, listens and talks but whenever i need help and support she dosnt have time or she acts like she understands so i dont keep talking and gets offensive. My mum helps everyone but forgets about her own. I lend everyone money and im sick of it my brother lost his job […]

4/29/2012 2 comments

by Itried 1/2/2012

written by Itried

Hello, I am 15 years old and I have tried to kill myself 17 times already.

My Dads a murderer, I don’t get my mum anymore, I’m scared, she’s so empty, so angry. You see my mum suffers fromÂ borderlineÂ personality disorder, I’ve been brought up around so I should be use to it by now surely? But I’m not, I’m petrified, my Mums also physically ill however won’t go to the doctors. I’m afraid she might have cancer. Â It’s like she’s in denial, like she refuses toÂ acknowledge her ill health. It’s hard, I’m lonely, I have my friends, but thats not my mum. Its always been me […]

1/2/2012 3 comments

no friends wiv just a glimpse of hope

by slumber33 4/13/2009

written by slumber33

i dont have many friends, i have a few friends that i talk to at schoolÂ but i cant really rely on them, theirs onlyÂ 2 friend in my life that i can acctually talk to about things and trust they wont tell any one, but i only see one of them at school and the otherÂ 1 dont see i just talk to her on msn now and again but thats it and her life is fucked up her step dad kicked her out theirs no room at her mums so she’s staying at her sisters but her sister only lets her stay their if she luks […]

4/13/2009 3 comments