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Third and final attempt

by roseyruby
written by roseyruby

All I needed was someone to care when I felt like no one even noticed how much hurt was overcoming me, then when I felt like nothing could get worse even my own friends turned on me when I needed them most.
My only fear is who finds me.. How the feel, but there is only so long I can hold on for.
Everyday I wake up facing the evil demons in my head, my anxiety and most of all the depression that’s held onto me for years. Fueled by the constant hate of every person around me.

My name, the name that in 12 insignificant letters […]

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is it the end?

by raven wulffee
written by raven wulffee

I put this gun to my head

I pulled the trigger I’m dead

i drank the poison

to break from my prison

baby my blood is frozen

you tried to make me revive

because you want me to survive

its to late you said your goodbye

the fault is all mine

I call your name

but to you this is all a game

the scars of time never fade

all this pain that you made

the cuts cover my wrist

i never got to rest

take my blade

give me life that you made

i scream i dont want this anymore

it all sinks to my core

you come to my funeral as i beg you not to cry

i really did try

i told you […]

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wish you were here

by onkerio
written by onkerio

isnt there someone you wish was here with you. well yea everyone does for me it an old friend of myne her name is kyrie. but she moved to america. havnt seen her since. but we still talk alote over skype. not the same as her being here. if you relate to this coment. if you wanttto share you story of someone u miss coment. and if you want to talk about it easy coment

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i regret everyday :(

by random_girl
written by random_girl

i hope no one would judge me here .
i am just a teen ., 15-16 ..but i have done horrible things . i had round about 6-7 ex boyfriends & more reltns in which i stayed with just 2-3 days but all these relationships were on fb or phn , no physical contact , i was a kid and i was immature and i hate myslf for wt i had done , i regret it evry single day , i feel so sad that i can’t face myslf . i was immature , but my reputation now is totally ruined , beside my exs […]

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close to a few people no more

by depressed_chick101
written by depressed_chick101

i am close to only a few people.i cant get close to anymore people.they will just end up leaving me and hurting me like the rest.the are just not nice anymore.i blame my ex’s for making me have this fear of getting close to people.i hate the fact that i have the fear.i need to let go of that,but it doesnt look like tht is going to be happening anytime soon. SOMETIMES…..i feel like no one really knows me or my life or what i have been through.they only know my name not my story so stop being so damn mean to me and just […]

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Future Lost

by dwellton
written by dwellton

label me hopeless, label me a coward, label me with whatever name you want to. I’m coming to the conclusion that my life is nothing but a reflection of  the dog shit on the corner of the street. you see.. the more i live the more i begin to realize this and the options i have in order for me to be happy are becoming slimmer and slimmer. Im on the cusp of being homeless and my mom wont help me out. I dont know what i did to make her so angry so fed up, honestly im fed up with myself. alot of things […]

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The other me

by lolzmay
written by lolzmay

She’s right, whatever her name is

We had a deal.

I hid from the pain

And she took my place.

What if I don’t want to be numb anymore?

What if i’m tired of not feeling anything?

No happiness,

No sadness,

Nothing at all.

She was my shield for many years

She protected me from the horrors of this world

Now I relieve her from her post,

But she doesn’t want to go.

She clings on to me

I can find no way to get her out of my head

“Fat”, “ugly”, “worthless”, “useless”

She knows all my weaknesses and faults

And all she does is point them out.

She moves my arms and legs sometimes

I’m her puppet.

No matter how hard I try […]

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Fuck a title.Nevermind.Why does the new SP look ssssssooooo wack??

by lifeishorrible
written by lifeishorrible

As you can see I’m still here.I’m doing worser than I was the last time I came on.On the bright side right now when I was trying to get the razor outta the shave thingy I cut the shit out of my thumb!!Talk about bleeding,not In the mode to cut anymore.Does anyone even care??Is anyone even reading this??If SP had followers would I even have edleast five followers??Nope.I “never” have nothing Important to say.Who the fuck Is Carlos??Am I the only one who says there name on here??See what I mean,nothing Important.Dude I’m just another face feeding these uglys out here,why you think I’m up […]

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the world as good as you. I am the biggest loser

by Bisban
written by Bisban

 

Hear, a lost sound. Here, in the world. Tell me, what do you hear.
Me, what can I say; I, blood of stigmata. A victim and a “White lighter.”
A world possessed by the black side of man’s heart.
Getting too deep. A broken horse. The abyssal reach, unreached. The world shall fall.
Our generation shall see. Sitting. Nothing matters. A dying rebel, unable to pray.
Within. A non-existing cosmic brilliancy. Oh, celestial. Why, me.
What will be the miracle on the first page. For I, am only a horse.
My name, in chain.

“Chain,” was the last word. Nothing else to cling. I was wishing, for the voice of.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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No more CD’s. A newfound album; That’s how the song started. And then it got beautiful, And hell, back and forth… Wishing to ride the beautiful one, like a Yoshi…***

by Bisban
written by Bisban

The corridors, of that black nightmare. When your soul was raped, in your death.
The sound of the devil, was the first line. In the background, a Mega Man. Shooting his blast, his color is blue. The music alters, I speak it’s colors. In the name of death, I seek for Mary, and the celestial. The child, that will teach humanity.
Mother. There used to be a cosmic warrior. The music suddenly turns so beautifully.
Saying the words “if.” Goddess, with her Trident. A base so that I may heal.
Like the celestial child of celibacy. Away from the apolypse. Gather our warriors.
Shepherd, the […]

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The last attempt of broken Cyborg, in the voice of Cyborg; 200 years later.

by Bisban
written by Bisban

Wonder-Woman. Flash. Green Lantern. Batman. They all fought, when it blasted down to Earth. We were all waiting for that sound. It was bound to hit during the summer, through the oracle’s guide. It was crazy, man. I’m telling you. With the powers and magic of Zatana, and others of the highest kinds. We were able to slowly evacuate the civilians in circumference, the city area, as much as we could, but not everyone was safe, the city cluster was much too vast. For it was foretold of the exact area in location where it would hit down. The “Central City.” Of mass. In his name […]

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In the name of beautiful art… save my a**

by Bisban
written by Bisban

Ja-Nam. Dancing to the monkey.
Music of spirituality.
Hit me up, to go slap the devil.
Blue Hindu.
There used to be a gold champion.
He used to walk, when pavement was still true.
Hercules, champion, against m****** f******s.
Journey. Monkey. Vagabond. Through the air.
Seeking for the fresh scent; this is the Holy pilgrimage.
A blast. A story that was from the East. Long, long ago.
There used to be a child King. Day one, in the birth of demise.
The world, gone, so long ago. Heal me, do not let it take me.
Take me with you, Cosmic camaraderie.
Kung-Fu, warrior. A mountain […]

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The Blue Beetle

by Bisban
written by Bisban

Le Bettle.
The Ancient.
Into the dust. Millenium, this rust.
The Sphinx, of the Atlantis. God.
In the shape of Dog. What such life.

Lucifer has you by the ball. The horn penetrates.
Into the world that makes no sense.
Battle-cry. Battle-cry. Warriors of Atomic Era, tally zero.
We have already lost the countdown, thousands and millions.
The Devil in the ass. Fuck you, ************.
FBI, save my ass. Be a good cop. Be a good man.
Be a good shepherd. The blue assistance is dead.
Holy… Getting fucked in the ass. You let yourself and your mother.

Hey, that’s not how I wanna end, the night; […]

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Just anothrr rant about “friends”

by BrittNicole
written by BrittNicole

So I have a friend who is in all honors classes and she acts all preppy and nice and innocent but when she gets around me she acts her true self (cursing, talking shit, laughing, making jokes you know the normal stuff us teens do). So we were in school in the hallway and she cursed and one of her teachers walked by , so she ran around the corner hiding to make surehe didnt know it was her. As she was running she told me not to say her name outloud because she didnt want her teacher knowing it was her who cursed and […]

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No More Hope Left

by escapismfiend
written by escapismfiend

So my issues with being suicidal are somewhat complicated. Well, everyone’s are. Does anyone else have a chronic illness? I was diagnosed with M.E at age 13. More commonly known as chronic fatigue syndrome, that is however a pathetic name for something as debilitating as I have. I cycle through extremely bad times and not so bad times. The extremely bad times, like now consist of not being able to stand up for more than a minute, feeling the most overwhelming exhaustion the human body is capable of, not being able to shower or feed myself and being very depressed. The not so bad times […]

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Cuts

by abigail
written by abigail

The pain,

Inside,

The dark,

Where it seems to hide,

The walls are closing in,

And the razors?

Well they call my name,

screaming,

loud,

loud,

LOUDER,

Til i cant take it,

I run,

Tears streaming down my face,

My heart,

Pounding,

Finally,

I sit and cry,

Razor in hand,

Back against the door,

Music,

Its blaring out the speakers,

I slowly slide the razor over the soft skin of my wrist,

Blood,

It drips,

A puddle,

Starts to form,

I now can finally sleep,

In peace,

This is how i deal with life,

Cuts all up my arms……

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Billy Talent – Nothing To Lose

by Kelly_Kaulitz
written by Kelly_Kaulitz

Need more friends with wings.
All the angels I know
put concrete in my veins.

I’d always walk home alone.
So I became lifeless
just like my telephone.

There’s nothing to lose.
When no one knows your name.
There’s nothing to gain.
But the days don’t seem to change.

ever played truth or dare
I’d have to check my mirror
To see if I’m still here
My parents had no clue
That I ate all my lunches
Alone in the bathroom

There’s nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There’s nothing to gain
But the days don’t seem to change
There’s nothing to lose
My notebook will […]

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Its worse

by Chemical-Pheniox
written by Chemical-Pheniox

Lately i have been listening to some songs about suicide and i just cant help it anymore.They seem to call my name.I have been down lately and i honestly don’t know why.No-one is picking on me like usually.It was a everyday thing now its just a every other day thing.But i just feel like i don’t belong.I Fell such sadness.The song i listen to now makes me want to cry.But i love it.It talks about how a girl hangs herself.She pretended to be happy.Her mom and dad come home.Her mom finds her,screams,and faints.Then her little sister comes in.Crying she hugs her dad tight.No-one ever even […]

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my story

by Butters1236
written by Butters1236

Well this its my story on how my life is only getting worse And more painful. My name is Matthew and I live in Nelson new Zealand I am 14 years old and am year 10 at Nayland college.
It started around term 3 last year and till this day my life has been torture. In class of I bend over to Tie up my sore laces I get shoved over. If I’m doing sport they spare tackle me from behind. If I sit out to try Getty a break but they say get up and.play you fat Cont. Btw I weigh 78 kg. Every […]

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