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Odds

by Drowning 3/8/2016

written by Drowning

I know someone on here had a post similar to this but after you’ve had trauma attempted suicide are depressed anxious self harm have suicidal thoughts etc can you really come back from all that ? being the happy out going person u once was ? Or are u pass the point of no return the damage is already done kind of thing game over

how many people have actually won the battle to live a so called normal life?

and how many people have commit suicide what’s the odds I say suicide wins by far what’s everyone view on the subject ?

3/8/2016 11 comments

Odds and ends

by Kailee3 10/9/2014

written by Kailee3

After he left me, I turned upside down. I thought sleeping with guys would help me forget him, maybe i actually thought the guy i was with would actually love me, but that was all a joke. It would never be love, it was all lust. That’s all it is now adays is lust, maybe for a second i honestly thought i had feelings for these guys. Now, sex isn’t pleasurable.. i just want it to be done with when i have it. Maybe i thought i could honestly numb out the feelings for him with other guys, because alcohol wasn’t working with me, smoking […]

10/9/2014 0 comment

To be or not to be

by greybeard 9/10/2013

written by greybeard

September 10, 2013
As this may be the last year of my life, I am posting this confession, if you will, to explain why I might commit suicide sometime between June-November of 2014. It’s way out there in mid to late 2014 and not now because I’m giving myself a last chance to succeed. I’m old now, I’ve had 3 health crises in the last 3 years, and my finances, while sufficient for the next 2 years, are not enough to carry me through a long retirement. At this point, given my health, depressed mental condition, and the odds of achieving a major financial reversal […]

9/10/2013 2 comments

Tomorrow is yesterday…

by UZI - SUICIDE 5/17/2013

written by UZI - SUICIDE

Tonite…Â I gave up…Â I am empty now…Â It happened right in front of you..Â It all went away, and I could see things clearly, without emotion…

Tonite..Â I accpted that I am not good enough, and I never will be.. That I never have been, It’s nobody’s fault but mine..Â I dont know why.. I have always tried..Â I have always failed.. I dont know why, but it doesn’t make sense to blame anyone else.. It can either be a fault in me that everyone else sees, or everyone but me is at fault..Â whether I see it, know what it is, or accept it, […]

5/17/2013 2 comments

For Better Or For Worse

by strangemusic 2/5/2013

written by strangemusic

Spin, spin,

Spin around,

Desperate to stop.

Stride, stride,

Here you come

Striding at the top.

Play, play

With your mind,

Daughter of the odds,

With your pretty eyes gone blind

You’re breaking on the rocks.

2/5/2013 0 comment

well..

by life.sucks 9/23/2012

written by life.sucks

i feel ugly all the time. i feel like i never do anything right. i walk down the halls at my school and everyone is soo much prettier and smarter and better than me. i really dont know what to do. i want to die. i want to just kill my self. ive thought about it so many times. Â ive planed it but something always gets in the way. i cut my wrist almost everyday. and everyone always asks me why im always wearing sweaters and im running out of excuses. my parents yell at me all the time, my brother and sister are better […]

9/23/2012 2 comments

The last moment i never knew.

by together 9/16/2012

written by together

I had an abusive older brother that lived with me through the ages 8-12. Things he did to me.. only one that scars me for the rest of my life. He slit my arms tied me up and put me in a box for a week. They said it was a miracle that the odds of me making it were in the negatives. I hated him ever since then. He died recently. The only thing mentioned in his last words was how much he regrets all he did to me and wished I could forgive him.. I think I’m done with life I feel horrible […]

9/16/2012 2 comments

Hint: If you’ve been depressed for years, the odds are, years from now you’ll still be depressed

by blsdaniel 7/16/2012

written by blsdaniel

Time to finally accept that life is a random walk. It may bounce up and down a little here and there, but where you are emotionally today is very likely where you will be years from now. This whole “I’ll give it one more chance” is bullshit. Life is just going to take that “one more chance” and fucking do with it whatever it did with the last fifty chances.

Are you generally a happy person but feeling down right now? Good news: you’ll likely return to your norm soon and be happy again.

Are you generally an unhappy person and been like that for the last […]

7/16/2012 9 comments

“How Nice To Feel Nothing, and Still Get Full Credit For Being Alive.”

by MilesToGo 5/19/2012

written by MilesToGo

That’s a quote from one of my all time favourite novels, Slaughterhouse 5 by Kurt Vonnegut. I have plans to get the book’s mantra, ‘so it goes’, tattooed somewhere on my body.

Which, is kind of at odds with posting on a suicide website, isn’t it?

I don’t actually know what’s wrong with me. I don’t know if I’m depressed – I’ve never gone to a doctor or a counseller. I think about suicide on a near-daily basis; not in some abstract way, but with regards to methodologies, and having a suicide note on my laptop which I regularly update to correspond with the messages I want […]

5/19/2012 3 comments

We are not alone in our loneliness …..

by MyTooSense 3/25/2012

written by MyTooSense

From the book “Bowling Alone” (http://bowlingalone.com/):

Apparently this book also suggests what can be done so if anyone has read or reads it I’d appreciate hearing about it……

Meanwhile, the author’s research shows trends of increased isolation in America. Â Also:

Joining and participatingÂ in one group cuts in half your odds of dying next year.

Every ten minutes of commutingÂ reduces all forms of social capital by 10%

Watching commercial entertainment TVÂ is the only leisure activity where doing more of it is associated with lower social capital.

Declining Social Capital:Â
Trends over the last 25 years

Attending Club Meetings
58% drop

Family dinners
43% drop

Having friends over
35% drop

3/25/2012 0 comment

Don’t Cry On Me (or To My Best Friend)

by subtle_bloodstains 3/24/2012

written by subtle_bloodstains

Hold back your teardrops
Donâ€™t cry on me
I canâ€™t be so numb with you here
My emotions rise up insensibly

Understand that Iâ€™m gone
Iâ€™m dead but my heart still beats
And my lungs still breath
Understand that Death has won

Donâ€™t care for me
I canâ€™t be saved
Donâ€™t ruin yourself over me
You canâ€™t reach me beyond this grave

I hate to see you suffer
The one person I would live for
But itâ€™s too late
If only youâ€™d come four years earlier

Then we could have shown the world
We could have beat the odds
We would have owned the world
They would have been […]

3/24/2012 9 comments

I actually thought life was supposed to be fair

by Nansea 5/30/2009

written by Nansea

This is a vent or rant. I believed life would be fair. I watched tv and it rotted my brain.

I thought one day I would meet a special guy. I met one that I thought was special 9 years ago.Â He really made me forget about the guy I had a crush on for few years. This man was my first boyfriend at 28 years old. You can believe I thought I would have met a guy that actually was attracted to me before then, but that did not happen. Now I question what if any feelings the guy I met back then had for […]

5/30/2009 0 comment