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Worthless…

by Alexther 6/15/2014

written by Alexther

The title describes me completely…I’m a worthless idiot,a pathetic piece of shit…

I fail at everything I do.I do nothing right.Everyone who trusted in me ended up being disappointed by my worthlessness.My parents,my relatives,my friends,my ex girlfriend…And the list of people who I’ve disappointed continues…

Just to show you how much more I can fail,I’ve even failed at dying.Yes,I failed at dying.Two weeks ago I have slit my wrists,but I,being the pathetic idiot I am,was afraid that cutting ”too deep” will give me too much pain…See?I can’t even kill myself right.I had to go to the E.R. and I looked like the complete idiot I am when […]

6/15/2014 1 comment

human brain

by addicted 6/15/2014

written by addicted

is built in way that if you undergoing lot of pain in lifeÂ it automatically triggers suicidal thoughts

6/15/2014 0 comment

i will die soon

by hellems92 6/15/2014

written by hellems92

Hey i just checked out this site.. bc i been looking for ways to kill myself and.get over the fear of pain. I have accomplished. that and bc the girl im in love with chooses to ignore me she will see ill be dead within 2 weeks. Why wait you guys say. Well i did actually attemp to od and ju,p off a bridge into traffic but i puked before i took the pills and got scared. But i ha e done my research. I will die by a mix of pills and alcohol. I will drink till my bac is so high and take […]

6/15/2014 13 comments

I never want to hurt her

by i miss you 6/15/2014

written by i miss you

If I could do it and not hurt her, I think I would be gone. I wish I could do it and her not think it’s her fault. I wish she knew that I did it because I am the worthless one who is trying to save her from anymore pain. She is my sunshine. With out her my world is very dark.

6/15/2014 2 comments

So Much Pain….

by beyonddarkness969 6/13/2014

written by beyonddarkness969

I would love to wake up and not feel so much pain emotionally and physically! I’m starting to feel that my life is hopeless and unreal. I’m 26 and from what I’ve experienced throughout my short little life on this planet, has been the epiphany of hell its self. Everyday I wake up I’m hoping for it to be my last day, but I’m never lucky. I had tried suicide in the past, but they were a load of bullshit methods. But now I’ve figured out that the only way out of this world is strictly painful methods. We want to go painlessly, but that […]

6/13/2014 0 comment

Cutter

by valeth 6/13/2014

written by valeth

I started cutting myself when I was 15. When I get too depressed and crying isn’t enough I just cut.

I’m 20 now and have been clean for years… but today I was so depressed that I coudn’t handle it and cut myself again.

I feel good after doing it… all the pain seems to go away after a deep cut but I hate to get attention. I hate when someone sees the scars and asks.

I usually cut near my foot so I can hide it by wearing boots. Is there any better place to cut so you can hide it? I have a boyfriend and I […]

6/13/2014 3 comments

It’s time to end the pain.

by hopeless5466 6/11/2014

written by hopeless5466

I’m a 42 year old woman and I haveÂ battled depression all of my life. Â I have three serious failed suicide attempts that landed me in ICU. Â I’m suffering from a clinical depression and I’m on four anti-depressants that are not giving me any relief. Â I’m such a burden on my family that I don’t want to live anymore. Â My mom has been with me for 12 weeks and is going back home in a couple of days. Â I had to move back in with my ex-husband because I could not take care of myself. Â I stopped eating because I had no appetite. Â I feel guilty […]

6/11/2014 4 comments

I see no future.

by Mikey1997 6/10/2014

written by Mikey1997

Hello my name is Michael. I’ve been through a lot of agonising pain, emotionally, mentally and physically.

I personally see no other reason to live. But I seek advice. I’ve tried suicide 3 times previously.

I’m not going to bore you with my pathetic excuse of a life, as I don’t want to be a burden.

I don’t see any other way except this. Attempting 3 times and not succeeding on any of them just shows you how much of a failure I truly am.

Yours Faithfully

Mike~

6/10/2014 4 comments

My second attempt

by lorhak69 6/10/2014

written by lorhak69

Before I begin, I just want to tell the moderator that I won’t be making posts which go against the posting rules. Tomorrow morning, I will be making another attempt to hang myself. I was going to do it today but I realised that someone might come home early. This would not have been good for me. I am hoping that I will not be stopped by my fear of the pain. That was what stopped me in my first attempt. Admittedly, I felt quite disheartened by my paralyzing fear and I did not try again for several days afterwards. However, I realise now that […]

6/10/2014 14 comments

can you see the pain

by Redneck22 6/9/2014

written by Redneck22

she saved my life

I moved back to Colorado in a small town named Eaton. I went through a lot. I was the new kid in town. We moved there after my first love Emily committed suicide, Because an abuseÂ family(drugs, alcohol abuse family). I got a letter from her sister saying she committed suicide on March 31stÂ Â 2009. It just made the move back to Colorado harder. I tried committing suicide on June 20th 20o9 because we moved back to Colorado […]

6/9/2014 0 comment

the 11

by onkerio 6/8/2014

written by onkerio

for every. dot. a sin. was made. speaking lies. and never saying. if u can see it. then feel my pain. . . .

there are 11 dots

11 sins. 11 miatakes 11 pepl 11 mismakes. 11 true senses 11 fates. 11 things u should not say 11 tears 11 drops 11 loved ounce and 11 enemys 11 kind words that lift ur soul and 11 seconds for it to all disapear

6/8/2014 0 comment

I feel bad…Please help me…

by DeathlySweet330 6/7/2014

written by DeathlySweet330

Please someone, Anyone….Help me….I wanna die so badly right now, and i have no one to talk to…Please… Just Please….Talk to me…Don’t leave me alone….I don’t wanna be alone anymore…

6/7/2014 9 comments

Ghhh…

by hechatis 6/6/2014

written by hechatis

Don’t know how much longer I can keep deluding myself. So long as I don’t think of my life – or rather lack there of – I just keep on existing, surfing through web, looking at completely inane stuff… Sometimes I read something or see something and though it has nothing to do with me and at times isn’t even all that sad I’ll feel tears welling up in my eyes. Then I’ll find a way to distract myself and pretend all is fine with me again. (Even though every moment I’m awake I know it’s not – I know I’m not alright)

Then my parents […]

6/6/2014 3 comments

What to do

by hotkiller 6/5/2014

written by hotkiller

Married, merely just around 5 months ago.. I am kinda unsettled, doesn’t know driving a car much, and although I am optimistic, but sometimes I do realize that it’s been long since I smiled from heart, and this causes me a feeling of helplessness and suicidal tendency.

Till around 1 month of marriage, it was going smooth and happily, but after that, I did some mistakes, and those caused some problems in my married life. I love my wife, but she says she has less attachment towards me, my family or even my city. She is suffering from depression and many times she suffers from pain, […]

6/5/2014 2 comments

Stuck in the world

by Black_Heart2001 6/5/2014

written by Black_Heart2001

I don’t even know what this is anymore. I used to be able to feel the pain, but apparently, if you immerse yourself in enough pain, you eventually stop feeling it. And I’m starting to miss it.Â I don’t even know. Anything, I guess. I’m lost in the world, and I’m not really sure I want to fin my way again. This is all I’ve ever known, and I don’t know what life will be like if everything were perfect. Suicide isn’t a last resort anymore- it’s the only option. And I have no choice but to take it eventually.

6/5/2014 1 comment

Leave

by Alesana 6/4/2014

written by Alesana

My boyfriend even told me I’m a pain in the ass… why are you even with me if I’m that fucking bad… I might as well leave you so your life can improve…

6/4/2014 6 comments

Why can’t you see?

by The_red_fairytale 6/4/2014

written by The_red_fairytale

It’s my fault, I made him mad.
So he does it, again and again.
No clues or evidence to be found.
Scared and lost, not knowing childhood.
Don’t move, don’t make a sound.
If he finds me i’ll be never leave this place.
Stuck here for eternity, crying and begging-
No more!
Please, not again! I’m sorry that I did something wrong.
Again
That smell, the pain and the guilt.
The words: the things he says
so cold and cruel
Why can’t he just end it already?
I don’t wanna be here anymore
Can’t you see my brokenness in my eyes?
The jagged stitching on […]

6/4/2014 1 comment

Take it all away…

by Alesana 6/3/2014

written by Alesana

This has got to stop… the constant depression, self doubt, pain… I don’t know anything beyond pain now, to the point where I wanna cause myself more pain because I just want to hurt as much as possible… I don’t mean a thing in anyone’s life… I can’t do anything for anyone… why am I even here…

6/3/2014 1 comment

Life Ain’t Always Beautiful

by Haley427 6/3/2014

written by Haley427

This song was written by a talented singer and song-writer after he lost his wife to suicide. I think it’s worth a listen. It tells the story of pain, relapses, and finding the ultimate happiness that everyone yearns for. The struggles you all are dealing with now will make you stronger, wiser people. Happiness will come with patience. Stick around and give it a chance.

“Life Ain’t Always Beautiful” by Gary Allan

6/3/2014 1 comment

I can’t stop…

by brebrook 6/3/2014

written by brebrook

I can’t stop cutting myself. I honestly am sitting on my bed with a knife in my hand cutting away at myself like it’s nothing, but I’m used to it. And I’m so sorry, but I have to admit, I like the way it feels. I love the way I feel the shearing pain of blade against skin as the voices that overtake me slowly fade into a whispering echo in the back of my mind. I feel the stickiness of the blood. I can’t stop. I don’t know why I try. No one can help me and I know that. Don’t tell me it […]

6/3/2014 1 comment

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