Hello my name is Michael. I’ve been through a lot of agonising pain, emotionally, mentally and physically.
I personally see no other reason to live. But I seek advice. I’ve tried suicide 3 times previously.
I’m not going to bore you with my pathetic excuse of a life, as I don’t want to be a burden.
I don’t see any other way except this. Attempting 3 times and not succeeding on any of them just shows you how much of a failure I truly am.
Yours Faithfully
Mike~
4 comments
Maybe its the universe telling you its not your time, that even though you find yourself a failure that there was something meant for you to do..
It’s difficult going through pain, especially physical pain, you haven’t mentioned what method you’ve tried, as for being a burden, that will never be true, this site is for people to disguss problems as well as just for suicides, look at the different posts and you’ll see what I mean, but it’s up to you to feel you can talk.
You aren’t a failure for not committing suicide. I think it’s just telling you it’s not your time to die yet. Maybe you need to see the world differently like for example traveling. It gets things off your mind and you can see how others live. Life will always be hard wherever you go it’s like you can’t escape it. But try something different, try to look at the world differently. I know everyone say just think positive but you can’t unless you try something new, I tell you just try.
Hey Mikey, you shouldn’t feel like a failure – statistics show it’s incredibly difficult to die! I’m not sure what method you choose but all are fraught with difficulty to varying degrees. For example, only 1 in 40 drug overdoses result in death and I don’t want to talk about the fucked up things I’ve seen people survive. I don’t believe in divine intervention, but I think you still have something to live for and that’s what’s keeping you here. Are you 100% sure you want to die? I am pretty determined and would do almost anything to escape this life, so I know the world is cruel but I think you should reconsider if you still have a shot at life. Please check out this video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mgmVOuLgFB0&feature=kp