The injection of religion
Has a comalike effect
And the bodies
They lie in decay
Dreaming of greener days
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Open eyes reading nothing
A sky harsh blue grins black
A sky harsh blue grins black
Grinding binding taking away
Needles above the prey
Wreath of barbs
I see him everywhere i go
and never does he leave me alone
he was there at the very first time when stuff went down
he was there when miles got shut down , yeah i seen him , with my owe eyes .
he even watched me lose my mind.
laughing , with a happy smile.
when you walk the road he walks with you ,hes part of your shadow,so real and true
hes always round the corner , looking out,watching when the sun sets and when the moon shines.
at moments of despair he sees me ,watching out
ready to catch me,at this moment of weakness
ready to drop hes prey , he […]
More often than not, I think about what really drives me to wake up every morning. Is it the fact that my mom, a beautiful image of a once glamorous singer, wakes me up to kiss me and bring me breakfast in bed every morning? Is it my adorable boyfriend who still spits the image of an angelic baby, yet strikes me as a mature young man? Is it the compliments I get from my teachers each time a class would end? I really don’t know. All I know is that I haven’t really been happy. For the past year, I’ve woken up to the […]
Power is a filthy poison
for which there is no cure
It steals the soul and taints the life
and can make one quite impure.
Power vibrates in the beast
its sanity has gone
now it bleeds and weeps of greed
and thinks there is no wrong.
So take your need and power’s lust
and choose your victims wise
Scream your battle cry aloud
and shape your prey’s demise.
Demean the different, out and in
and make their life a hell
Carve wounds with words into their soul
and in your hate they dwell.
Destroy those who oppose your will
with shouts and strikes and sin
Claim that […]
I sit here in the darkness. The only comfort is the light in my bathroom. I hear soft footsteps. I see a shadow of a creature on four legs. It’s creeping walk slowly limbers towards me. In its jaw is a bone, it crunches in its mouth as some strange liquid drips from its snout. It walks as I reach for the covers and I hide under. A dog howls outside. A very large dog, possibly a wolf.
The creature tugs lightly at the sides of the bed. It lightly gets on the bed as it creeps under the cover.Â
The boy jumps out of bed and […]
a struggle with growing apathy .. to have little concern for too many things .. to live life in autopilot mode, doing things because you’re used or expected to and rarely because you desire to .. your soul is disconnected from this 3D reality, you have a wandering mind and your body is what keeps you trapped in a world you don’t want to be a part of
I’ve been living this way for 4+ years and I’m truly fed up with being half a zombie half a robot .. I’ve done a lot of introspection to find out I’m only interested in two things: total […]
Two days into summer and its already starting
This horrible depressing feeling of nothing.
A head throbs, The mind races
With the steady thum of a thousand incoherent thoughts
And I can do nothing but watch.
watch as it drags me deeper and deeper
And I’ll fall into my own mental stupor
Numbness to block out the pain
Of myself and my thoughts
And I can do nothing but watch.
Days will mean torture and nights will be endless
And still no one will see this
I’m falling apart.
It’s no cry, I’ll be free of my thoughts!
Yet I know they’re only digging deeper into my mind
And I […]
the Suicide
Death dwells in the shadow just at your shoulder. You invited it in, you dined with it, you bathed with it, you lay with death.
Consumed by and consuming, death becomes both a path and a destination for you.
You write a final letter, a final note, and gulp down a bottle of pills, hoping it will all be over soon…
And then…
You wait…
But not long for as you soon take you final step…
You call for help.
But wait, this makes no sense?
Why would you wish for death, plan for death, and attempt to kill yourself only to give up and try to save yourself in […]
There are more dead people than living. And their numbers are increasing. The living are getting rarer.
To die will be an awfully big adventure.
Death As a dark Shadow Beckons his prey Into the unknown By a soft whisper In the soul
In every shadow a light
In every tear a smile
In death I know there is still life that lingers for a while.
Death is just a chapter of a book that never ends.
Thank you for readin
Everyone who has ever encouraged to to keep living are just plane old shelfish how could you want someone that you see suffering so bad to stay alive people may call me selfish because im only thinking about myself but why cant i everybody else is i just want to curl up somewhere and die a lady once told me that she didnt like people like me because her son is fighting to live while im fighting to die you know what i told here ill prey harder for me and her son to switch places because if i was […]
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