That’s how i feel 99 percent of the time. I feel so alone. I hate bein alone. I hate it because I can think. And its bad when I think. Nothing good ever comes out of that, only scars and tears and bad thoughts. I feel like everyone is forgetting me. Why can’t I be normal and loved? Why did God have to put me in this place? I hate living and I wish I was dead. Nothing good ever happens so there is no point to it then. Why hurt when freedom is just on the other side? It doesn’t cost to die. And […]
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Promise
I took a whole bunch of pills, just enough to make me happy. And I was REALLY happy. I felt good.  My best friend told me not to do it any more, so I told him I wont. But I’m not so sure I can keep tat promise. I haven’t felt that good in so long.
hi to all my fellow suiciders out there. i would like to encourage you to just read what i have to say. recently it was drawn to my attention that there were so many suicidal cases through out america even in iraq where all of our soldiers are fighting.  so in all faithfullness i along with many others have dedicated our time to help or talk to those who are going through these episodes. I am a soldier deploying to Iraq. please email me when you get the change at virgak47@yahoo.com or google virgak47@gmail.com. please take this as a way out of realy […]
Dear Friends,
I want to tell you that I love you. I love you all so much. If you think I’m talking to you, I am. If you think I’m not talking to you, I am. I am not fazed by the mistakes you’ve made, the errors you’ve dealt, the selfish or humiliating or hopeless things you’ve done. I am indifferent to your age, your gender, your hair color, your battle scars. I love you with the purest, most earnest compassion I can summon. I know that we’re all so lost and afraid… I am so lost and so very afraid. But no matter how lost […]
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