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Rape Victim

Feel trapped in my mind and body, want to escape

by IndigoChild5 11/11/2016

written by IndigoChild5

New member here, please forgive me if this is too long of a read.

No faith in me because of my ASD label

I’ve been struggling with suicidal thoughts here and there for the last 10+ years. It begins from when I was a small child. You see, I was diagnosed with autism when I was about 6 years old mostly because of my speech delays and have had problems from the get go. The teachers often treated me like an idiot, and resulted in me reading at a kindergarten reading level until I was in 4th grade because my parapro only let me read some dragon […]

11/11/2016 2 comments

Forever alone?

by ActingHuman 3/20/2013

written by ActingHuman

I was raped.

Only 11 years old.

I didn’t know what was happening. Nor had I ever gottenÂ purposelyÂ drunk or smoked pot before.

I thought that was what love was…

After that, I became sex crazed. By the end of high school I was known as the local slut that was passed around. Guess whats what happens when you let men fuck you and pass you on to their friends like a piece of meat. But I didn’t care. Why? Because I was punishing myself. I felt that I deserved to relive my rape because I wasn’t happy with myself. And why shouldn’t I be happy? I have an incredible […]

3/20/2013 12 comments

i think i am crazy…

by alim sacred 6/23/2009

written by alim sacred

i think my body is telling me to die. when i am riding my motorcycle, i tend to lose myself in imagining that i crash at the road, lifeless body, or hit a trunk of a tree with a branch piercing my heart. when i in a trance like that, my body tends to press the oil even harder, making more speed. i smiled everytime i skidded a little on the road.

i have a couple of friends that i always hang out with in order to release pent up stress but now i felt that my mind is going crazier by the minute. when my […]

6/23/2009 3 comments