Depression and suicidal thinking seems to have taken over my life for the past year…could run on about my sad life… the traumatic sexual assaults as a child…the counseling… but why? Does anyone really care..? well the problem is someone does…my best friend has been dealt a shittier hand in life than me…its what has brought us so close…so there in lies the problem…as much as i want death how can i go through with it knowing how much it will hurt my friend..?
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When i read suicide stories online. I allways read reactions like, don’t worry, one day everything will get better. It will all be allright. You might feel sad at the moment but your future will get brighter.
Well, stop lying, it’s not going to happen. I take my pills daily, pills to reduce my depression but also pills to reduce my pain. My nerves are damaged and i have chronical pain.
It’s going on for 2 years now, and no. It won’t get better, it won’t restore, i’ve lost all hope.
I shouldn’t even be drinking with my medication, but i do. I drink even more […]
i wake up thinking about killing myself, i go through the days crying, wishing i wasn’t here. i don’t know how much longer i can deal with this. it’s fucking draining. i think about all the pros there’d be if i were gone; there are hardly any cons. it would just be so much better and easier for the people i care about. i feel like such a burden, i’m a failure too. i’ve been letting everyone down and i’m so sorry. all of my personal issues and disorders are getting worse and i’m scared. i’m so scared. scared of living this life. scared of […]
Hello My Name is will im very lonley will never be smart the only girl i like is double my age i got no idea how to ask her out shes my only hope of being happy im not legal of the age (I dont want to hear date someone your own age girls my ages are sluts stuck up no personality) im very very sad in life currently how would i ask her out or flirt with her shes great may be bisexual no boyfriend or husband no man in her life loves animals may possibly like me PLEASE HELP VERY DEPRESSED
Hi guys,
I’m just new here at this website and for a long time I keep myself seeking things related to suicide on internet and I got really into it after my life got really sux around six years ago. (I have a really large problem that cannot be solved easily)
Nowadays I hate the major I’ve chosen (since 2005 and I still not graduated!!), my job, where I live, my routine and my completely life. I read many testimonials here today and maybe I decided to start to share what brings me down everyday and my permanent nightmare.
I don’t expect any help from you, but sharing […]
Today was a fuck! I hated it. I give all, for making my parents happy, specially for my father. I want to give him everything perfect. Nevertheless the more I try, the worse it is. I’m about to finish with this damm life. I hate everything around me. Â I’m feeling more and more alone. The Day I finish with everything I’m sure they’ll just have to remember all this days to realize why I’m doing this. I just want to finish everything