I thought that having a crush was normal. It is, but it’s not when that person is all that you think about. You dream about them. You daydream constantly about them saying that they like you the same way you like them. These things aren’t normal. I think I’m just fucking going insane. Trevor is honestly the only thing I can think about. He’s my safe haven, in a way. I focus on him instead of focusing on how much pain I’m in. I guess it might be normal, but it doesn’t feel that way. I don’t want to go crazy. I don’t want to […]
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These past few days have been hell for me. I went on vacation with my family and well, my prediction was correct. It was miserable except when we did stuff like skiing and tubing. All the time in between was hell on earth. My sister was a ***** to me always being nasty and criticizing me and whenever she did the whole family joined in. So now i realize that i dont have a safe haven anymore. I have no support from anyone really. Anything i do is wrong. I have no friends except for the few i talk to in school but none that […]
I don’t know what to do anymore. I came to the internet because I couldn’t cope with real life anymore so I hid myself away in my room and stayed on my laptop 24/7. But, now, I think everyone probably hates me.
I have 4 friends in real life, two of whom follow me on Twitter, which I have now deactivated. One friend is friends with many of my internet friends and she has been telling them that the majority of my tweets are lies.
According to her, I haven’t ever self harmed. I haven’t ever considered nor attempted suicide. Nobody wrote horrid things about me on […]
My friend and I made a competition to see who could come up with the best communist lyrics or poetry. This is what I came up with.
The Communist Legacy
By **** ***** (name omitted)
Clinging to their weapons
the reactionaries reside
inside of their fortress
no place to run
no place to hide
defending their masters
who are eating well and staying warm
while the soldiers outside starve, freezing cold in the storm
They think they are defending what is right – Capitalism is what they condone
They just can’t come to realize that they are nothing but drones
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The Bourgeoisie trembles in fear in their homes
They know that judgment is soon to unfold
The workers have chosen
The […]