I don’t know what to do anymore. I came to the internet because I couldn’t cope with real life anymore so I hid myself away in my room and stayed on my laptop 24/7. But, now, I think everyone probably hates me.
I have 4 friends in real life, two of whom follow me on Twitter, which I have now deactivated. One friend is friends with many of my internet friends and she has been telling them that the majority of my tweets are lies.
According to her, I haven’t ever self harmed. I haven’t ever considered nor attempted suicide. Nobody wrote horrid things about me on the walls in PE, despite my teacher and many people – too many in my opinion – being able to verify it.
I don’t have anyone left in my life to turn to. I really don’t know what to do. I’ve lost my only safe haven because now everybody thinks I’m a liar and I have no way to convince them otherwise because they have been friends with her for longer. I’ve pretty much deleted myself from the internet. I have nothing left.
I don’t want to be here anymore. I don’t know what to do. All I can do now is lie in my room and cry over what I could have had if it hadn’t been for a girl whom I thought was my best friend.
Just kill me.