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Suicide..

by Suicidegurl1005 6/6/2013

written by Suicidegurl1005

I have had a really hard life. And I bet a lot of you people reading this have had one too. But not all.. This is my story…

Hi, I am a fourteen year old girl who has been humililated, tortured, and bullied my whole life. I don’t have friends. I am very anti-social. I am home schooled because of everything that has happened. I am only in 8th grade. And My life is a complete hell. I have been bullied for about 9 years now, since the day I moved here. I used to here people in the hall ways, and I was just a […]

6/6/2013 1 comment

Something Needs To Be Done Soon

by unlovable_me 5/10/2013

written by unlovable_me

I really don’t want to live like this any longer. I don’t even want to live at all any longer. Yet for some reason I keep procrastinating. Could it be fear? Possibly. I’ve been raised to believe that suicide is a sin and is a one way ticket to hell. Is hell much worse than what I’m living in now? I don’t know. Usually, the unknown has scared me. Could it be hope? Possibly. Why I should have any hope left in my heart is beyond me. Maybe there is the tiniest shred of hope in the deepest corners of my heart, but my brain […]

5/10/2013 5 comments

I know I’m going to kill myself in time

by bluesforthesun 5/10/2013

written by bluesforthesun

For all my life I have just passed from one painful absurdity to the next. And all along I thought, woe is me, I haven’t any luck in life; a life of a boy who was intellectual, creative, loving, and self-aware. As I came to adulthood, I came to the melancholic realization that I am none of these things, nor have I ever been. Even with every shred of sorrowful heartbreak and death of a loved one or a cherished emotion, from every punch in the groin to every stab in the neck, the truly, most dangerously negative force was my own sense of self. […]

5/10/2013 1 comment

getting close

by privilegedloser 3/12/2013

written by privilegedloser

Everyday is getting tougher. I’ve not only lost the family I created with my wife but I can’t seem to find anyone who cares for me. I’m a fat ugly slob who sleeps with prostitutes so he can feel the tiniest shred if intamacy. I am trying to belong to a world that I don’t fit into. Not that I am trying to fit into any particular category that people try to identify themself with. I just don’t fit in anywhere. I am truly a misfit.I can make friends , laugh and pretend to have fun but its ultimately lacking truth and substance. I feel […]

3/12/2013 0 comment

The saddest thing about my life

by cyanidesofmarch 10/31/2012

written by cyanidesofmarch

The saddest thing about my life is not that I’m going to die alone, in pain and without a shred of comfort. The saddest thing is that I didn’t do it sooner.

10/31/2012 3 comments

It is what it is…

by acoles1619 9/11/2012

written by acoles1619

Another new day, to some there is so much hope, so much promise. I envy those who have so much feeling. To me, there is nothing, it is all just empty and numb. Do these people not realize that life is just a rat race? Nothing more and nothing less, pretty cut and dry. People say it’s the little things in life that make it worth living. What happens when you see past that though? When the little things no longer offer a shred of happiness? Sometimes I fool myself into thinking that I deserve these feelings of hope, and happiness. However, it’s nothing more […]

9/11/2012 6 comments

All the sufferings in the world

by nanashi gm 6/16/2012

written by nanashi gm

After I became an adult, I realized that the world is full of sufferings

true there’s joy as well, but the sufferings are much more severe

in everyone but children I see a shred of suffering

this site for example, has dozens of posts a day, only a small portion of the actual viewer, and I bet very large number of world populations also feel the same, don’t forget the people without internet connection in Africa or such. But in Africa everything is trying to kill everybody, death by suicide is the last concern

For all this sufferings, I wish God would help us all, I want to be […]

6/16/2012 6 comments

Poetry Cleanse #1

by subtle_bloodstains 3/23/2012

written by subtle_bloodstains

OK, so I’ve decided to start posting some of my writing. I’m going to try to post something every night. I think it might help me to share it, and maybe it might help some other people here in their journeys. At least, I hope it will.

What I’m posting tonight is the poem I get my username from. I figured that was a good place to start. I know it doesn’t rhyme, so it doesn’t count as real poetry or anything. I wrote this a few months ago.

ANY AND ALL FEEDBACK IS HIGHLY APPRECIATED! (Also, any suggestions for a title?)

These subtle bloodstains

Soak the whiteness to […]

3/23/2012 6 comments

don’t even know why i’m posting this stupid long shit

by deadinside9 3/2/2012

written by deadinside9

been doing some journaling lately and got an urge.

SourceURL:file:///Users/Jesse/Documents/Writing/2-24-2012

2/4/12

Well, Iâ€™m trying something I figured Iâ€™d do on the way home.

Just got back from Dr. Markowitz and again was having discussions about doing things, how I donâ€™t wanna do things, all the negative thoughts, all the incentive not to, how I wanna die all the time, and shit like that. Since I always seem to have a little shred of positivity after I come home from him, I decided on the train home that maybe Iâ€™d try writing down my thoughts, something he has suggested and has been suggested many times before, so here I am.

Everything […]

3/2/2012 6 comments