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Silence

by Knightofdoom 3/30/2012

written by Knightofdoom

I don’t expect anyone to listen or care, i just need someone to vent to and if it happens to be stranger so be it, Nothing will change.

I was disgnoed with evre depression and aniexty in oct.2011, they started me on medication, but none of it make me feel that this is all still worth it, why do i ever have to try to feel happy, i don’t perever feelings, they just eat at me inside untill,my body starts to shake with uncontrollble force, forcing back the tears in public and silence of my mouth, doesn’t stop the soiltary inside me.These though consume me and […]

3/30/2012 0 comment

Poetry Cleanse #5: If only…

by subtle_bloodstains 3/27/2012

written by subtle_bloodstains

White roses scatted over the frozen ground
Snow falling disguising the beauty
Silence in this small corner of the world
Peace at last

Laughing and racing through the purity
Anxious for the end
Reaching it she finally sees
And regrets immediately
There is no way to forget

Wishing to un-know
As the first flickers of pain
Burn her consciousness

Unable to stop moving
She sprints through this forest
Evergreen towers judge her from above
And the day slowly fades

Her ivory gown flaps dissonantly behind
Like the wings of a mangled sky-beast
Her breath comes rapidly
As the torment closes in
There is no way to escape

Wishing to un-know

3/27/2012 2 comments

My American girl

by Unique 3/15/2012

written by Unique

about year and a half ago today, i was still traveling ireland. I was in strandhill in co mayo, its build on the beach and is one of the best surf spots in all of ireland, I managed to hitch a ride there with some lovely polish girls and arrived at about 5:30 or dawn anyway.

I walked down onto the beach and just sat back and relaxed, i just let the sound of the ways breaking off the beach block out all other noise and i was for a time at peace. A perfect moment.

Suddenly a girl sits down next to me. about my age, […]

3/15/2012 1 comment

Sticks and Stones

by Sean Shadoes 3/2/2012

written by Sean Shadoes

Stick and Stones are hard on bones when thrown with an angry heart, words can sting like anything but silence breaks the heart…

3/2/2012 1 comment

This is what happens when you can’t sing.

by Jane19 2/20/2012

written by Jane19

My tears are gone,

I have spent so much time filling the ocean,

So that the seven seas,

Become eight.

Who can answer me better than me,

I don’t know how to shout,

So instead I love myself,

Because who else would do it?

I have this infatuation,

And it whispers salvation,

Because I can’t save myself unless I am saving others,

So when my job is done,

Saving becomes a distant plan,

My brain has had time to breathe,

But how did I know that it would be snuffed in the fumes of carbon monoxide and failure,

I am high on disappointment,

Have you ever felt like Peter Pan?

I once flew to Netherland,

And it was there where I learned the […]

2/20/2012 0 comment

Just something I wrote to my love.

by Moonlight 2/10/2012

written by Moonlight

I’m sick of crying
holding to your words that I begin to doubt.
Wondering to myself in silence
my darling, will you come back?

Why, like my life you made so colorful,
you causes so much pain to my soul?

Do you understand,
a little bit of that pain?
You made me a melancholy person.
Don’t you see?

Why don’t you see that
for you I kill and die?

Do you want proof?
Do you want me to die for you?

You act that way a while longer.
You’ll see how you’re killing me.
And I’m left kill.

You are the deadliest poison that pollutes my soul.

But if I leave you […]

2/10/2012 2 comments

Lost in Love

by Missunderstood0307 2/9/2012

written by Missunderstood0307

I am not a doll;

I am not so pretty.Â

I am not your love;Â

And I never will be.Â

In silence I weep, for I am lost,Â

Because I gave you my all.Â

Lost forever I shall be, until I die.Â

2/9/2012 0 comment

You guys just made me stronger <3

by mysmilecoversalot :) 1/29/2012

written by mysmilecoversalot :)

So I joined this website yesterday, as I lied in bed sobbing, wanting to disappear so badly. I wrote my first post, and what I wrote actually surprised myself. Before I posted I read a few other peoples… I wanted so badly to give each and every person posting a hug. I wanted to tell them they were loved and to make them choose to keep their lives… so I wrote about holding onto mine. The comments I got back, each and every one touched my heart. You guys inspired me to want to keep going, and to keep smiling along the way. Like I […]

1/29/2012 4 comments

Here’s to the so called crazy ones

by adastra 1/20/2012

written by adastra

Here’s to the crazy ones.

The misfits.

The rebels.

The troublemakers.

The round pegs in the square holes.

The ones who see things differently.

They’re not fond of rules.

And they have no respect for the status quo.

You can praise them, disagree with them, quote them,

disbelieve them, glorify or vilify them.

About the only thing you can’t do is ignore them.

Because they change things.

They invent. They imagine. […]

1/20/2012 11 comments

In my mind

by elle9o 1/8/2012

written by elle9o

There are words, tons of words that donâ€™t make sense
There are voices, notes and music in silence
There are memories, lost and cherished, forgotten and found
There are sounds, so many sounds

There are colors, shades and tones in darkness
There is hunger, biting and knawing, completely obsessed
There are scratches and beautiful art between the lines
There are scars in my mind

There are songs on an ordinary day
There is darkness, bitter jealousy bleeding in gray
There are tangled knots in the blue skies
There are scattered pieces in my mind

In my mind
Flowers bloom and never fade or die
In my mind
It […]

1/8/2012 3 comments

regressing

by helper 8/19/2009

written by helper

Hey guys, been off this site for awhile, i was actually pretty proud of myself, been over 2 months since i have self hurt, orÂ contemplatedÂ suicide. that was quickly overturned a few days ago, when i learned i was going to a school, a school that contains a girl that used and abused me. she was supposed to be my best friend, and be there for me, i hadn’t had friends in so long, or really ever for that matter, and she was there for me, hung out with me, and made me feel good. but in all this joy, there were tiny red flags that […]

8/19/2009 0 comment

Six more months

by choffelder1029 7/3/2009

written by choffelder1029

Well ive finally been able to choose and i decided on suicide by hypothermia.Â Im not sure why but something about it seems very appropriate for me.Â Ill go out into the woods where no one can find me, lay down in the snow and wait.Â Ill probly bring my ipod.Â Music is the really the only thing thats kept me going.Â I dont want to die in silence.

The downside of course is im going to have to wait five/six more months.Â Im hoping they’ll be pleasant though, knowing each day is actually getting me closer to my last.

7/3/2009 5 comments

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