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Third time’s a charm

by NiDDA 2/16/2016

written by NiDDA

This a postponed post to avoid my last post of shame.

If you are reading this there are 2 options:

1. I am dead.
2. I am hospitalized.

The first means that I had finally left the world, and succeeded in killing myself. How I did it? I can’t share even though I think it would help some of you. I know it is hard to understand what I mean by this kind of help, but sometimes there are situations when I think we can make an excuse and consider suicide as an only way out from our pain.

The second means that I was close and I will […]

2/16/2016 4 comments

The Suicide Guardians: Envy’s Awakening

by Zetsumei 11/18/2015

written by Zetsumei

A lone figure is seen walking to an abandoned village and says quietly, “This village… The buildings are fine but the people are… Their bodies look like unwrapped mummies.”

While walking, the figure hears what sounds to be crying and laughter mixed together then walks towards it, curious.

Suddenly the sound stops and a seated man surrounded by corpses says in a hoarse voice, “Who are you? Has the government finally come to kill me? Good, I need to atone.”

Figure: “No, I’m not here to kill you. I’m a sinner just like you. In fact, I’ve also destroyed an entire town. However, you aren’t to blame for […]

11/18/2015 9 comments

Seven Deadly Sins

by Zetsumei 11/16/2015

written by Zetsumei

Proof of life engraved on arm

and sin of living scarred into flesh.

Charm long cast aside;

yin long embraced!

Memories of you become nightmares

as the past becomes my drug.

The time for repairs has long past;

can’t be debugged!

The future I wanted

ended long before I met you.

Trickster with sins of life and virtues of despair;

can’t take back!

“One by one, the sins have become a validation of existence, a sign that I’m human! I’m not human, though… The glorified virtues have become my curse. My last remaining sin, the proof I’m still breathing even though it’s nothing more than a sigh…”

I’m wishing for the sun to burn it away,

to rise like […]

11/16/2015 1 comment

“I’ll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies [..] I’ll tell you my sins so you can sharpen your knife” (hozier)

by freedomseeker 9/16/2015

written by freedomseeker

Her voice is like a falling leaf sliding upon the air. Don’t get mistaken, this is not about any notion of loss or death. Rather the contrary, actually. It is about harmony, subtle embrace of goodness upon the universe. It is about some softness, lying flat on the elements. I love hearing her voice. It is soothing. Beautiful and soothing. Gentle. Please, talk. Don’t look at me. Please, just speak. I don’t know who you are, I don’t know. But just speak. You certainly are some sort of peace of mind. Quiet life. Good for you. But I just love the way you speak.
The truth […]

9/16/2015 2 comments

May 19, 1969 – May 19, 2015

by panthers87 4/2/2015

written by panthers87

Based on the situations in my live revolving around uncontrollable emotional issues that not only affect me, but affect my job, and most importantly the family and loved ones around me, it is best that I not participate anymore in this thing called ‘life’. I have a condition that causes myself, co-workers, and others around me to feel uncomfortable. Some reduce their discomfort by using denial, belittlement and minimization of the seriousness of me and my situation. Life is not enjoyable when you are mentally ill, constantly nervous and in some type of head pain, extremely depressed, hopeless, and feel worthless to myself and […]

4/2/2015 1 comment

Sunrise: May 19th, 1969 Sunset: May 19th 2015

by panthers87 4/2/2015

written by panthers87

4/2/2015 0 comment

Fake it

by theforgottenfew 1/24/2015

written by theforgottenfew

Everyday I get up and I go to work or I clean my house and all the while I’m faking a smile.
It’s not much but it’s hard and it’s leaving its mark.
I pretend I don’t hurt because that’s what they deserve, but the pain never fades and my guilt only stays.
It doesn’t matter how hard I try to atone for my sins because the slate can never truly be cleaned.
There’s this pit in my stomach and my conscience is grim.
How can I be happy when you always remind me of my sins.
These transgressions pull at me and when I’m […]

1/24/2015 3 comments

My prayers at Night

by disappearingme97 11/22/2014

written by disappearingme97

Our Father in Heaven, blessed be Your Name. We thank you for the grace You’ve given us, for blessings everyday that we’re alive. We’re grateful for Your guidance and the plans You’ve planned for us. Your plans are perfect and you have shaped us to be this way.

As as much as I appreciate Your Love, my Father, I am afraid I am not worth much. Forgive me for my sins. This servant of yours is not holy and is not worth Your Presence. But again, it’s by Your divine love that You’ve picked us up again and again, never leaving our side. Thank you for […]

11/22/2014 4 comments

Fate worse than life

by I.cant.breathe! 7/21/2014

written by I.cant.breathe!

I got dragged down
By the current.
I know how to swim
But why fight it.
Faces and places
Come to haunt me
Along with things I’ve done
Im going to hell.
A fate worse than life?
There is none.
How do you breathe
When the air is your poison.
I fight hard for purpose
But I do not have one.
My legs fail me
Because there is nowhere to run
When your demons trail behind you.
I cant breathe
Im choked by my sins.
a fate worse than life?
There is none.

7/21/2014 1 comment

the 11

by onkerio 6/8/2014

written by onkerio

for every. dot. a sin. was made. speaking lies. and never saying. if u can see it. then feel my pain. . . .

there are 11 dots

11 sins. 11 miatakes 11 pepl 11 mismakes. 11 true senses 11 fates. 11 things u should not say 11 tears 11 drops 11 loved ounce and 11 enemys 11 kind words that lift ur soul and 11 seconds for it to all disapear

6/8/2014 0 comment

Happiness is just on pull of a trigger away

by nvrlivedaday 5/29/2014

written by nvrlivedaday

Why can’t god just take my life already? Iv been through hell my whole life a and once I kill myself I’m gonna go to hell for one of the biggest sins someone can do. I just hope god has Mercy on me when I Â kill myself. I have a pistol with no safety on it and I always have one in the chamber I always point my gun to my head and play with the trigger hoping I accidently pull the trigger all the way and die 🙂 isn’t it sad that the only thing that puts a real smile on my face is […]

5/29/2014 0 comment

Burning Out

by __D__ 1/24/2014

written by __D__

Forgive me, for I have sinned..

I have committed acts of lust

I have committed acts of hatred

I have committed acts of theft

I have committed acts of homosexuality

I have committed acts of pride

I have committed acts of greed

I have committed acts of gluttony

I have committed acts of lying

I have committed acts of being agnostic

I have committed acts of feeling suicidal

And here I stand on two feet

Waiting to be struck down

To burn, to live an eternity in Hell

I may be a sinner, but won’t my good deeds in this mortal life do anything for me in the afterlife?

Will I stand at the gates of Heaven, and fall into […]

1/24/2014 2 comments

Suicide

by Kizzy 2/25/2011

written by Kizzy

WhenÂ I don’t take myÂ Meds IÂ lose track of my myself. I sink in to a depression. The darkness takes over. All I can think of is my demons. All the mistakes I’ve made, the people I’ve hurt, those who I’ve lost are stuck in my head. The memories replaying again and again untilÂ I want to die.

I hate all those how rant about how suicide is a sin. I think they just fear death and that makes them feel weak. They hide their weakness behind walls of hate.

Suicide is not a sin. It is not a weakness. It takes strength to do. So many times I have […]

2/25/2011 9 comments