Well, the long awaited Christmas break started Friday and I dont feel any better. My hopes were that with 1o days off from school that i could pull myself together and maybe actually be happy again. I was wrong, of course. Dont get me wrong, Christmas Eve and Christmas were pretty great- probably the only happy days ill have for awhile. Ive basically been hounded by my family about school and grades (the cause of my depression relapse and suicidal thoughts) the entire break. My mom is putting pressure on me to do well so i can get into med school like i want and […]
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Sister My Brother
Sometimes I just feel completely alone. My family of 5 (my sister my brother my parents and me) dont get along well. My brother likes to point out every single flaw of mine and acts like an immature 5 year old. My parents dont do anything from him calling stuff yet when i call him stuff all hell brakes loose with my parents. My sister constintly feels as though she is prettier and better at everything than i am. I dont talk with my parents much. I try to go to my friends Houses as much as possible to get away. The kids at school […]