I’m that guy that has been shit on more than anybody knows. Early days as a kid I was harassed daily and tormented by fellow classmates because of my mothers crack addiction. The only reason they knew was because their parents did drugs along with my mother. Was born with a bad foot which pretty much opted me out of any sports or doing well as I could. Shyness throughout the years was difficult to deal with as I learned to talk to females and learn what they wanted and what they saw. My father has been in prison all my life and haven’t read […]
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I’m 19 and I wanted to be writer for the last five years, but the path I chose to become a writer was a very different one. This, in return, was not liked by my parents or anyone around me. I didn’t chose anything bad; it was just nontraditional, thus making me a heretic. I can’t blame my parents or anyone else for caring about me too much but when they stopped me from walking on that path I realized that I can’t become a writer anymore because I just don’t want to.
I don’t want to die because I’m tired or depressed. (Albeit, I’m […]
I’m two faced, one good one bad. I hate it. I was suicidal, a smoker and an alcoholic for some time. Im only 13. I was in a hospital a few weeks ago for suicidal thoughts & attempts. I still hate myself, but I realize that if I commit suicide, I won’t ever rest. There, I met amazing people with problems. They made me stop hating myself by a little, and spending time around them helped give me a new insight to life.
My mom & I have never been on good terms, & when we finally were, I thought that now i could kill myself […]
Hello I’ve nearly set up the helium exit bag technique! I have a 30 balloon small helium tank, but I don’t have the flow controller! I’m still trying to combat this buy buying a 60 balloon tank and connecting the two together! I was wondering will the method still work without the flow controller or will the helium tanks finish before the body becomes brain dead?? Second question once I release all air from my lungs and hold my breath while putting the bag over my head, will I have enough time to wrap tape around my neck to prevent air getting in the bag, […]
I don’t come onto this website to plead for your guys’ sympathy. Just want to get that out there.
I reach out to this website because I have absolutely no-one to tell in real life. I don’t enjoy harsh words towards me when it is about my problems, how I feel, or how “stupid” my situation sounds. But I do choose to post them instead of just erasing them because I love to hear your input, and perhaps even gain a friend or two from it.
Anyhow~ Â I just want to go on the longest rant of my life. And share some stuff. I’ve been depressed […]
I can say alot about myself. I could tell you i’m happy and have wonderful days with wonderful people and everything’s going just wonderful. But that would be a lie. I’m not happy. Things and people aren’t wonderful. This isn’t a movie where the hopeless maiden gets saved by prince charming or something. No. That never happens and whoever told you that needs to get smacked in the face. At 6, i was mallested for 2 straight years. At 10, i was overweight. At 12/13, i had an eating disorder. At 14, i gave up my everything to a boy who never cared a thing […]