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Day 2.

by Sheisme 5/2/2014

written by Sheisme

It’sÂ Friday

Her alarm goes off at 6:00am…she hits the snooze button. “I do not want to get up today.” She pulls the cover over her face and falls back asleep until 7:00am.

She finally gets the energy to get up out of bed and drags herself into the shower, and begins to get ready for school. As she’s getting ready she occasionally looks out the window – the fog is rolling in and its windy. She sighs deeply inside…”I don’t want to go to school today”. Putting on her make up, she gives up halfway and gets dressed. With the little energy she has, she throws her […]

5/2/2014 8 comments

Forget It

by justanotherteenagestatistic 5/1/2014

written by justanotherteenagestatistic

When you know how hard it is to drag yourself out of bed in the morning, then we can talk.

When you know how hard it is to even keep breathing, when all you want to do is stop, then we can talk.

When you know how hard it is to believe that life will never get better no matter what you do, then we can talk.

But right now, all I hear is noise.

5/1/2014 1 comment

No thanks to you.

by Purplemood 5/1/2014

written by Purplemood

I didn’t kill myself today, no thanks to you. I survived today and everyday before leading up to today on my own. I did that for you. I know you want me to be here, even if I don’t. But if it’s so important to you that I be here, even if I’m in pain, even if every minute is a struggle, maybe you could stop fighting for the other side? It’s hard enough to fight this on my own, by myself. Having to do it in spite of you only makes it harder. I don’t know how much longer I can keep doing this, […]

5/1/2014 1 comment

I wish… I wasnt stuck

by ApologeticSighz 4/26/2014

written by ApologeticSighz

I wish,

oh how I wish I had the strength to bring my breath to a stop,

I’m stuck between my loved ones and death,

And they don’t suspect my last breath.

— I wish i had the strength to kill myself, but I cant, because no one knows what death is like. So many religions around the world have their own ideals and perspectives. Some I used to follow till they yelled, stared down at me, ignore me, bullied me and drove me into the smallest corner of the church to hide. Til’ my family was done with their business there. Â Sometimes my sister would sit next to […]

4/26/2014 0 comment

realization

by sophie 4/23/2014

written by sophie

i realized i’m very self centered.

i’m all about me. i feel like the world should stop and help me fix all my feelings. but that never happens nor will it ever.
i’m a broken record reiterating my problems, feelings and concerns to the world expecting help or consolation.

screw it

4/23/2014 4 comments

I’m Going to Hang Myself

by Sky 4/21/2014

written by Sky

I’m really just tired of living… I constantly mess things up, I have no motivation anymore the only reason I’m still alive is because of music but now a days that doesn’t even help. I’m a constant disappointment to my parents… I’m three years ahead of my actual grade in school. And it’s still not enough. My mother thinks I’m a disappointment just because I listen to rock music and she’s constantly saying how I’m her mess up. I just simply don’t care about life anymore. And I know it would be cruel to my friends and family to do this but it’s the only […]

4/21/2014 5 comments

I feel..

by neverendingthoughts 4/21/2014

written by neverendingthoughts

So very alone. So very sick.

I’m running out of hope, and maybe that’s not the worst thing.

I’m sitting on my couch, in my underwear, after binging on food. I’m still binging on food. I feel disgusting and overwhelmed, surrounded by the grime of my house, a house I’m unable to care for no matter what I do.

I don’t know if it’s right for me to write here. What if I trigger someone to go through with their own suicide? It’s difficult to stop obsessively caring.

I don’t know if I can stay alive much longer. I don’t know if it’s right for me to. Some people […]

4/21/2014 7 comments

I don’t know anymore

by idontknoww 4/20/2014

written by idontknoww

Eventually crying yourself to sleep will go away and your mind will tell your brain to just stop, give up, stop. Obviously the tears aren’t helping your depression. They won’t fix things, they won’t make you feel better, the only make you feel worse. Tears drown you in your pain and sorrow and make you over think why you were crying in the first place. Then you find yourself thinking of all the times you fucked up and how you wish things were different and how much you don’t want to deal with people, emotions. And thats all you need to make the biggest decision […]

4/20/2014 2 comments

I am done

by jocie13 4/20/2014

written by jocie13

I’ve been done for years now I just keep holding on in hopes of a better future but I can’t keep holding on to hope then watching it shatter in front of me I love to much so I break to easily even my Mom doesn’t care I’ve been trying to stop feeling this way to stop feeling that’s all I want I tried to kill myself Thursday but as I’m typing this you see I failed and now I have decided it’s the end I don’t how I’m going to but I have to

4/20/2014 2 comments

I hate myself

by killmealready97 4/19/2014

written by killmealready97

I always say things I shouldnt and I always mess things up so im just gonna stop talking to people then I cant mess anything up because there is nothing to mess up and ill be alone anyway so no one to hurt when I die

4/19/2014 7 comments

lets take a stand and put a stop to it!

by depressed_chick101 4/18/2014

written by depressed_chick101

if we all take a stand and help people in this world to stop self-harming then the suicide rate and self harming rate will go down. right now the suicide rate is really high. i pray that it goes down. i know a really cute guy and he was pronounced dead at 6:02pm last night in my own city and I cant believe it and he was so cute and hot but he ot bullied and he couldn’t tke it anymore for all the people who say only ugly people commit suicide that ain true. thats a bullshit lie. i know because this cute guy […]

4/18/2014 10 comments

Stay Strong

by Nusu Nusu 4/17/2014

written by Nusu Nusu

Do other people feel the despair that I feel when they hear these words? I wish my eyes would stop leaking. I’ve just popped a lorazepam. I want to scream. I’ve got to slay this dragon and go work.

4/17/2014 3 comments

at the train stop

by mbaerr 4/14/2014

written by mbaerr

I was on my way home from a rehearsal on Saturday evening. I wasn’t having a particularly bad day but it wasn’t great either. I don’t know why, but I just became overwhelmed with feelings and all the shit that’s been going on lately. I hate it when this happens. I’ll be completely fine one second and then the next I’m bawling my eyes out or I’m so angry that I start hitting things or myself. i don’t understand why this happens. it’s scary because I was literally standing on the platform at the train station waiting for the train to come so I could […]

4/14/2014 0 comment

Understand

by Frozen In Time 4/12/2014

written by Frozen In Time

It saddens me so to read all the comments and realise – most people don’t understand us at all.

Society has been going on and on about how we suicidal people need anti-depressants. About how we have mood fluxes and that our suicidal thoughts are irrational, born from irrational feelings.

No.

Most of us have thought about this long and hard. We’ve tried it once. But at that last moment, we see a glittering, shimmering light of hope. Our choices to end our own lives are not something that springs from the moment. We think about it, we plan about it, and we’ve always found that it was […]

4/12/2014 1 comment

Time

by horsegal28 4/10/2014

written by horsegal28

It’s been about 9 months since I’ve posted anything. I wish I could say it’s because things have changed and gotten better, but that’s not the case. Things have gotten worse. I’ve started cutting. A lot. Very few people know. It’s easy for me to hide it because I do it on my thighs and stomach. The only person who knows that I know in real life, is my boyfriend. He has depression and has been through tough times too, but he’s never done anything like this. I feel bad, because I know I’m ruining my body for him, but I still can’t stop. It’s […]

4/10/2014 0 comment

Grateful or Regrettable

by time2reset 4/10/2014

written by time2reset

Can’t decide. Found sight on Tuesday moments before finalizing my endeavor, but have been unable to get to that point since. Instead of concentrating on my demise i can’t stop thinking about site and posts of other people in same circumstance. I guess thanks to all involved ……for now.

4/10/2014 1 comment

Abomination…

by R3C0NF1GUR3D 4/6/2014

written by R3C0NF1GUR3D

I can’t stop feeling like a freak…
Everyone around me, including family, constantly make a fun of me for who I am… to the point where I meltdown… and all they do is laugh at me…
I constantly get abused emotionally and physically… For no fucking reason… and I feel like nobody wants me around…
What the fuck is wrong with me…? I’m really nice to everyone… and they still treat me like shit… and now… I can’t stop feeling like a mistake…
I can’t stop thinking about suicide… I tried hanging myself with an extension cord once… and I can’t help feeling like I […]

4/6/2014 15 comments

Contemplating suicide, deadline, 25.

by NZ91 4/6/2014

written by NZ91

I have had a plan since the age of 17 to commit suicide on the eve of my 25th birthday. However, as the years have passed by and my life has gradually declined into unemployment, heart break and despair I find myself contemplating my suicide earlier.

I am currently 22, turning 23 on the 15th April 2014.

I was blessed with being born to parents who had money through working from nothing to something. However, as is often the case, my Mother turned out to be an alcoholic and father, a control freak who smoked marijuana to control his tempers but which in fact made them worse.

IÂ began […]

4/6/2014 3 comments

what do i do

by ducky 4/6/2014

written by ducky

i’ve been suicidal for a long time now, and i was gonna kill myself. before i could, my uncle unknowingly stopped me by giving me a dog. at first i was gonna tell him no i couldn’t take care of her. before i could tell him no he told me about her. her name is tricksy she is a little rat terrier mix. she is a rescue i took her from a couple that kept her in a cage for the first year of her life. they beat, neglected and yield at her for nothing. they never took her out of her cage, not even […]

4/6/2014 2 comments

Let It Go

by LetItGo 4/5/2014

written by LetItGo

im done with the waiting around
but i can stop it; i just cant stop it
it hurts to wait for people like this
but i have to; i force myself too
i try to let people go and on their way
instead of them hanging around me
and me bring them down to my level
but i cant let go of these people
and i dont know why because i need to
i need to let them go because soon
ill be going myself; ill be on my way
and maybe its going to hurt them
or maybe not, but all i know
as […]

4/5/2014 1 comment

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