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At the end?

by mousygirl
written by mousygirl

I was a sad little girl.  35 years later, I’m a sad little girl who’s been on just about every medication possible.  They all stop working after a few years.

I’ve never really had a relationship.  I’m not sure what’s so unappealing.  Maybe my sadness is more obvious than I think.  Men don’t even pay attention to me.  They never have.  Having cute bubbly friends doesn’t help.   My mother has nagged me about my weight since high school when I started gaining weight from the antidepressants.

I have a job and an education.  I live in a rented 2 bedroom house that is much too big […]

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I have set up the means to do it….am I ready?

by porphyrous
written by porphyrous

I just wanted to make sure that if I needed to do it, it would be there for me.  I tried it out briefly, put it on myself.  I think it might be lethal if I’ve set it up right.  I could probably make it more of a sure thing with alcohol.  Maybe things will get better.  I feel so weak.  I’m afraid that if people know, they’ll take it away from me.  Nothing seems more depressing than losing my choice.  Why do I feel this way?  If I did it now, it would take awhile for them to find me.  They’d be in bed, […]

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