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Time Of Need

Today, The Depression

by Miss Blythe 3/14/2013

written by Miss Blythe

I woke up this morning, crying after a nightmare where my fiance was murdered. I wish I didn’t have to get out of bed.

Last night, after I published that post saying that my boyfriend said he’d take care of me in my time of need….he confessed something to me: that he has been suicidal on and off since he was ten, and that he really needed to burn himself (his form of self-harm). I ended up getting pissed off that he was pulling this on a day(night) where I needed him more than usual.

Today, with a few bumps in the road, I tried my best […]

3/14/2013 1 comment

To End It

by mist 11/24/2012

written by mist

So this is my first post and I just want to say that my life is full of shit as I’m sure some (or most) of yours are too. I don’t have anyone who can hold me and try to make me feel better in my dire time of need. I already made a plan to kill myself. I even have several backup plans just in case and my final backup plan would be to jump. A 27 story jump would work. I am just going to wait until the end of the week so I can properly say goodbye to my best friend who […]

11/24/2012 3 comments

The first post

by Alone1987 11/16/2012

written by Alone1987

As the title states, this is my first post. I don’t even know what Â to say except that life feels meaningless.

If I wasn’t such a chicken shit I’d probably have offed myself back in college, but I’ve always been too scared to do it.

My depression started like a spiderweb crack– at first, it was isolated, but now it has spread and I feel like I bring misery to everyone who loves me. I lose everyone who gets close to me because they meet me and I seem so great and bubbly and fun to be with, and then they slowly have to watch me sink […]

11/16/2012 4 comments

Feeling Human

by leiferikson 10/7/2012

written by leiferikson

Most of the time I feel permanent. Not like immortal or anything, but more timeless. Fixed, I guess you could say. Because of this, I’m not easily afraid of anything, even death.

Once I was out with some friends at a restaurant. I can’t even remember exactly what was said, but a friend of mine said something that humiliated me in front of everyone. Now, there are a few emotions which my brain simply cannot process and my body simply cannot contain. Shame is one of them.Â I stood up, walked out, and cold late autumn air immediately began to burn my bare arms. I didn’t know […]

10/7/2012 4 comments

“I was as hollow and empty as the spaces between stars”

by scott1971 9/12/2012

written by scott1971

I’m too sane for this crazy world.Â You can’t be a man who’s word means something in a world filled with liars & manipulators.Â I know.Â I was one of those once.Â I did the work to change.Â I made my name synonymous with integrity and honor.Â I fought every day for my family, for others, for the underdog.Â Then one day everything I worked for was demolished by the person who I thought cared the most.Â Someone who placed the blame for their choices, choices they made years before I ever met them, on my shoulders.Â And I looked around and no one was […]

9/12/2012 3 comments

Why can’t you see?

by MissMeganJoy 4/29/2012

written by MissMeganJoy

Don’t tell me you know my sadness if you’ve never felt it. Don’t tell me you know the emptiness in my heart if you’ve ever seen it. Don’t tell me you know whatÂ I feel if you’ve never asked. Don’t try, just don’t even try. Because I have had enough of your lies, that you know me. That you care about me and are “There for me” Screw that. I know you better than that. I may not know EVERYTHING about you, but I know you well enough to know that you only care about your drugs and your beer. IF you really cared, you would […]

4/29/2012 3 comments

Leave me be.

by U.N. Owen 3/27/2012

written by U.N. Owen

The only people I prefer not to be around are those who are only around you for what you can do for them.
If it is not some women for how much you can spend or how much they can use you to be their emotional sponge, or family who at every turn reminds you of how less in their eyes you are because you are different but still is always wanting something from you, or male associates who either want to borrow something, get a hookup, or use you as an alibi or to bail them out of trouble.

Not that one minds helping people […]

3/27/2012 3 comments