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to die

New People – Grimly Poetic and Romantic

by ifuckedthequeen 8/22/2015

written by ifuckedthequeen

I need new people with a fresh perspective in my life specifically to do with transgender issues. I’m so headfucked over this obviously it’s almost driving me to suicide once again. I’m in a dead end in Victoria with nothing but despair and self hatred. No money (which is fine), no friends (cool), no dreams (the kicker). All my dreams died with my old self dying. I don’t want anything anymore. I don’t care about anything anymore. The only person I care about I have intense love hate cycles towards and she knows this. So every little thing she does triggers rage attacks.

I want to […]

8/22/2015 17 comments

I will soon be purchasing the Peaceful Pill eHandbook

by wndozh8er 8/22/2015

written by wndozh8er

I am finally gonna buy it online for a 24 month subscription once I get my gift card. I hope this golden book will guide me to the pearly gates of eternal nothingness.

The reason I’m still here, as many of you know, is due to my lack of appropriate resources, and my desire to die a peaceful and calming death. I consider myself a student at the College of Suicidology with the goal of graduating from life with a Masters Degree in death.

Despite what our CULTure and the psychiatric establishment thinks about euthanasia, I own myself, they do not own me! I don’t have to submit […]

8/22/2015 40 comments

I need to know now, I’m ready

by brendawise 8/20/2015

written by brendawise

What is the best way to die? Please I need to know. The only thing I can come up with is taking a good amount of xanax, let that set in and then lay in a warm bath and slit my wrists. I hate sharp objects but I’m almost to the point that, that is the only way I can figure will work. In a room and time that no one is looking for me so by the time they find me I will be well gone

8/20/2015 8 comments

What is the most guaranteed way to die painlessly?

by SmokyMemories425 8/20/2015

written by SmokyMemories425

I’ve tried looking at life from a positive perspective but it still doesn’t change the fact that I’m ready to die. I’m 27 years old. I have Bipolar Disorder. I’m poor. I’m on government assistance. I’m African-American. I’m a woman. I’m extremely overweight. I still live with my parents. I come from a family of Narcissists who have each told me in their own way that they don’t mind if I die. I’ve tried to put myself out there in college and employment but nothing fulfills me. And no amount of medication is going to change how I feel. I’m already taking 4 meds and […]

8/20/2015 3 comments

How Not to Kill Yourself (Exit Bag/ Hanging attempt)

by PlagueDoctor 8/20/2015

written by PlagueDoctor

It was supposed to be my last week alive, I won’t say that I was Excited about it. I didn’t want to die, but when I stopped and thought about it, Suicide was really my best option. Of course I still had, and still do, have this pathetic Hope that I can Live a Life full of Happiness, Fulfillment, and Love. I Digress. So Here I am getting ready for My Final Week on earth. I had been put on Suicide watch, I was considered a High Risk Individual. My mistake for talking to a female online, fucking ***** tricked me, and called the cops […]

8/20/2015 8 comments

Worried about my health. Need advice

by wndozh8er 8/20/2015

written by wndozh8er

know it sounds contradictory for someone who’s suicidal. I want to clarify that I’m not afraid to die if I’m doing it peacefully but I’m afraid of suffering from health problems.

ok remember last week when I spent the weekend with my dad, drinking vodka and smoking a shit load of weed? I have had dark circles under my eyes ever since. I was wondering if any of yall had the same experience, if so, how long will it clear up? Worried about what’s causing it. I’m afraid I may have hurt my liver or something

8/20/2015 7 comments

by brodie3750 8/19/2015

written by brodie3750

I don’t want to die

im just not sure how to live in all this

8/19/2015 2 comments

Rambling on

by Chelseamx 8/18/2015

written by Chelseamx

Why is it so hard for me. I can’t find happiness in anything. I don’t think I could ever be happy. I hold on to things that I shouldn’t and if I find something that makes me happy, my mind reminds why I shouldn’t be happy. That voice that takes anything positive and turns into a negative. When I was younger I would pray to god and tell him to please please kill me in my sleep. I don’t think I could ever be happy. I used to tell myself “next year will be better,” I’ve said that for 5 years. I don’t think my […]

8/18/2015 0 comment

I wrote Exit International and got a reply

by wndozh8er 8/18/2015

written by wndozh8er

they where nice but basically said I should talk to my therapist and that assisted suicide is illegal. It’s not there fault. Exit International has gotta be careful because the government is always on there back.

I know that Exit International mainly supports euthanasia for the terminally ill, but Philip Nitshcke is passively in favor of it for anyone who wishes to die.

Porn will be legalized in Saudi Arabia before euthanasia is allowed for the mentally ill.

8/18/2015 0 comment

therapy

by depressedincognito 8/17/2015

written by depressedincognito

so, my headache had gotten worse (due to overthinking) and I decided to go to a counselor and she told me that I should undergo to a therapy and I’m planning to tell it to my mom but I guess she’s just kid me again like when I told her I wanted to die/kill myself and she said she’d even help me. I wish I could stop thinking you know, i wish these thoughts would just perish

8/17/2015 0 comment

It would be great to be born in Belgium

by wndozh8er 8/17/2015

written by wndozh8er

i was reading today where Belgium gave the euthanasia green light to a healthy 24 year old woman who has been wanting to die since she was a kid. She claimed that life was just not for her. I can relate to that in so many ways. Euthanasia for the mentally ill is gaining ground in that great nation, I just wish it would gain the same kind of ground in the ole US of A.

I remember when Brittney Maynard was giving interviews about her right to die due to her terminal brain tumor. I was hoping that her message would spread to the nifty […]

8/17/2015 6 comments

can it be made easier for others?

by Mark_1981 8/16/2015

written by Mark_1981

I think there was a similar post on here but I thought I’d post again to see perhaps different insight.

Is there anyway to make it easier for the people that you leave behind? I have struggled many years adjusting from an existence of isolation…. I’m nearing the end and have thought of ways to make it easier. I have dropped hints and have asked the question to someone who I hold dear ” Would you be okay [go on with life] without me?”. I have spoken with my sister stating that I simply don’t know how long I’ll be around. I am in the […]

8/16/2015 3 comments

Getting Better

by oddsare 8/15/2015

written by oddsare

A month ago, I decided it was time for me to get some help, so I did. It was really hard for me to do but I did it anyway. I am now seeing a psychiatrist and I’m trying to get back on the right track. I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression, which I am taking medication for. Most days, I still feel like I just want to die but I’m trying to ignore those thoughts. Sometimes it works. I just want to be happy again. I know I won’t wake up and suddenly feel okay, which is why I’m still trying. I’m doing […]

8/15/2015 1 comment

Is 25 over the hill? Who else wants to die young?

by goodboy 8/15/2015

written by goodboy

The age before life starts to get worse, you leave your prime and descent begins. Cavemans only lived to their 30’s, this was the most natural and primitive human lifestyle back when every human was robust and healthy, nobody had suicidal thoughts or modern problems. In contrast, really weak but advanced people like Romantic poets (john keats) died in their 20’s-30’s. The only time people lived to 60+ was when they were healthy but lived in farms or villages. Only recently EVERYONE even unhealthy/mentally ill/pessimistic people can expect to live to 80’s-90’s and It’s because of the medicines we discovered. Life today is more artificial, […]

8/15/2015 8 comments

How do you let go of everyone that loves you?

by goodboy 8/14/2015

written by goodboy

I think if I didn’t have a mom and dad It would definitely be a lot easier to die. It must be a much harder choice for people who others rely on, how can you go through with it if you have kids? I’m lucky nobody relies on me, I’m only thinking how bad the effect will be on my parents who love me but don’t rely on me and actually want me to go live on my own now. How do I minimize the suffering death can cause? I’ve tried once before but I began thinking of my mom as an old lady with […]

8/14/2015 5 comments

do I try again?

by melodychild 8/14/2015

written by melodychild

Failed suited attempts are a pain in the butt. They lock you up in a hospital, everyone freaks out. You feel this huge amount of guilt, and rarely no relief that you’re alive, only more depression becuase you didn’t succeed. Family always makes you feel guilty, how could you do this? Why didn’t you tell me. Like duh , if I told you, you would’ve stopped me, and I wanted to die. Then comes the painful process of “getting better” “learning to be happy”. You’re supposed to make all these steps so you don’t do it again and promise you’ll get help. But when you […]

8/14/2015 1 comment

My epic talk with my aunt yesterday

by wndozh8er 8/13/2015

written by wndozh8er

i love her and she’s like a mom to me. BUT she disagrees on my stance of wanting to die. She knows what I been though. I finally broke and asked her if she could by me that Max Dog ******** cylinder with an exit bag IF a year has passed and I still want to die and I try extra hard to better myself, do more therapy, eat better and continue losing weight, get my licens, and even admit myself into a psyche ward for a couple weeks 6 months from now.

She was shocked but said she don’t know. Sounds like she may even […]

8/13/2015 7 comments

loosing hopes to be alive

by praj 8/12/2015

written by praj

Guys i am going through relationship problems from last some yeas. I am living on hopes but hopes not working. I have tried all possible ways to be alive to keep me away from negative thoughts.

But somehow i have decided to end up with ma all hope with ma life today evening.

Some time before i had posted for suggestions to help me to choose ma way way to die. But m scared. M not getting what to do. Please guys i really need something to keep ma hopes. Please help me out please. M dying inside. And the moster of thoughts of […]

8/12/2015 7 comments

Unsure

by Enough2015 8/12/2015

written by Enough2015

I found myself here while googling suicide by carbon monoxide poisoning.

I’m almost 40 years old. I have always thought of suicide but never brave enough to do it. Some people really don’t belong here on earth and I know I am one of them. As I get older I realise it will happen, just don’t know when. I don’t want to die, I just don’t want to live anymore.

It is winter here and I’m hearing on the news about accidental carbon monoxide deaths, like bringing in a charcoal bbq to keep warm.

I thinkk this is my preferred method. Has anyone had a failed attempt?

Ah crap. […]

8/12/2015 17 comments

please help..

by praj 8/12/2015

written by praj

I want to die and the option i have chosen is cutting vein of wrist… I have gone through all advices. But i just want suggestions for some painkillers to avoid the pain after cuts. Actually i cant see blood, and if its with pain then i am sure i will fail. I am 21 years old girl. Please give me suggeations and list of drugs which will easily available in medical.

And do anyone knoe what it advil/avil.. I think its a drug; overdose of which will cause death. Please give information about this also. Do fast as i habe just 10-12 hours left.

8/12/2015 16 comments

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