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Tell them all we’re dead.

by sickfromthemelt 6/20/2015

written by sickfromthemelt

So, I had a conversation today:

Me: Hey…
Sister’s friend: Hi (my name), how are ya?
Me: Alive.
Sister’s friend: *nervous laughter* Well, that’s good.
Me: Depends on your perspective.
Sister’s friend: *more nervous laughter* You’re funny…

This aggravates me, far be it from me to seek attention or, god forbid, support, but it seems like people, especially the ones around me, feel comfortable ignoring every snide and brutally honest comment I make, do I have to hold up a sign?

Hell, while I’m reminiscing, gather ’round kids, let me tell you a story:

Late(ish) last year, I was walking home, along a busy street, when some kids started […]

6/20/2015 1 comment

Tribute to @worthless_loser-73

by MoonShine 6/17/2015

written by MoonShine

@worthless_loser-73 had mentioned in his comments that he wants to die before his birthday that was in early june and he had scheduled a post for 6 june named “by the time you read this” which I thinks that post was for after-completed suicide and that post had been deleted. He has also not posted/commented for many days also.

There are 3 possibilities that

1)worthless_loser-73 has completed his suicide. And that his near people or cops got to know about suicideproject.org from the suicide note and they contacted suicideproject.org email and as a result the sp admin/moderator deleted that scheduled post or

2)worthless_loser-73 has been only injured from his […]

6/17/2015 9 comments

I was to sceard to do it again.

by - Connor 6/17/2015

written by - Connor

I couldnt do it again. Its gotten so bad i would pay for somone to kill me if i could. I dont want to live… But i dont want to die. P.Y is the only person stoping me and im losing her. Theres nothing for me anymore. I just want you back. I love you.

– Connor

6/17/2015 1 comment

i dont care

by keek 6/13/2015

written by keek

i dont care enough to even type anything else other than i want to die

6/13/2015 1 comment

paranoia

by NumbLove 6/12/2015

written by NumbLove

I just want to die. Like wouldn’t it be easier? My image of death is black. Like nothing. The end. No more, nothing more. I don’t know. I don’t like this. Life isn’t a choice. Primarily atleast. People make you. Your parents. But death can also be a choice. So why is it taboo? Like wtf is the point of life even..? There are things I love. But if i fade to black none of it would matter anymore.
Idk. I have a lot on my mind and I’m half drunk, I’m sorry. Just some thoughts/diarrhea of the mouth.

6/12/2015 0 comment

I had planned to die yesterday.

by NWren 6/10/2015

written by NWren

I had planned to kill myself last night. I have actually decided to fight.

I think this change has a lot to do with posting to this board. I don’t know why. But posting my story (mostly putting words to my feelings) and seeing other people’s stories (and knowing that others feel how I feel) has made me look at my depression and suicidal thoughts differently. I began to see all my problems with life as a result of my depression rather than being than my problems with life causing my depression. I have decided to seek help (Making an appointment with my doctor tomorrow) and have actually made up […]

6/10/2015 4 comments

When is it time?

by Estelwen 6/8/2015

written by Estelwen

I’ve thought about killing myself almost daily since I was 12 years old. I am now 25. My plan/methods became more refined as I got older until I reached a detailed, effective plan. I feel as though I am marching inexorably towards my suicide, even if there is still a very small part of me that doesn’t really want to die. Every time that little part gets drowned out by the suicidal thoughts, I seize the opportunity to purchase another piece of equipment or put another affair in order. Everything is almost ready.

How do I know when it’s time to go?

While I’m at it, in support […]

6/8/2015 2 comments

See me now

by exitpower 6/7/2015

written by exitpower

I want to die
I want the death of;

The way my partner doesn’t see me anymore.

The horrible feelings I get when my partner is cold hearted and doesn’t want or return my affections.

Loving somebody who always wants to break my family.

Feeling abandoned and lonely because my partner will gladly never see me again.

Feeling sadness for my kids because they will grow up not knowing me how I thought they would. Being a part time dad changes the way you interact forever.

The way my partner sees me now.

6/7/2015 0 comment

Melodrama

by RyanT 6/7/2015

written by RyanT

I just want it to be over. It’s been going on for so long that I don’t ever see myself being happy or my version of “normal” again. My validity has been lost and no one takes me serious anymore. It’s like I am the handicapped son, brother, partner and friend. I have always been very self sufficient and after the attempt I was basically forced to move back in with family. Not having a life I created for myself has made my will to survive and live to completely disappear. The only thing stopping me from ending my own life are the people in […]

6/7/2015 2 comments

You hate me

by tctc 6/7/2015

written by tctc

I think you hate me I’m sorry
I hurt you I am sorry
I know you hate me and you hate me and hate me a lot
I know you want me to die yes I will
sorry
I know you hate me sorry for being such an irritating *****
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

6/7/2015 0 comment

Easy teenage suicide.

by Axeluzz 6/6/2015

written by Axeluzz

I am 16 and i want to die. A few years ago i tried killing myself with sleeping pills but i didnt take enough. So since there is no way im getting my hands on that ever again i decided to try to cut an artery but cutting hurt SO MUCH i couldnt do it.

Does anyone have tips for me. What can i easily get my hands on that will kill me with the least pain as possible.

6/6/2015 5 comments

Enough of this life

by thegirlwhodied 6/6/2015

written by thegirlwhodied

I just had a massive fight with my family. Its my finals week and last terms finals week my dad asked me if I could stay at someone else’s house. This time I asked my dad “is your offer still valid” and he said yes. I was packing and my mother came and started screaming. She said i humiliated her in every term of my life and told me to fuck off. We are always fighting and they are always saying bad words. Okay I accept that I am a pain in the ass when it comes to school but thats too much for me. […]

6/6/2015 2 comments

by MoonShine 6/5/2015

written by MoonShine

I feel so sad , worthless and they look so happy. My worse days has been started from today.What I was fearing has been happened and I am feeling depressed, crying like and hopeless.I needs to die. I am thinking to jump in front of the train and hopes that I will die.

6/5/2015 4 comments

Failed! Afuckinggain!

by No12run2 6/5/2015

written by No12run2

What the hell is wrong with me, I can’t even get death right. I’m so fucked right now, I’m still alone and fucking hungry! How and when does it stop?! I don’t know if I’m just too nice or stupid. On top of it all, I’ll be homeless in a few days, I don’t have a place for my dog to go, and I just got robbed by a guy asking for a quarter!!!! A fucking quarter!!! I only had 3 dollars!!!! I want to die because my lonliness is heavy on my heart and my head now. What is there to do now?!! I […]

6/5/2015 0 comment

:(

by lonelyguy91 6/5/2015

written by lonelyguy91

anyone want to talk? about anything. I just need someone to talk to. I haven’t talked to anyone in so long. I have no friends. I basically just end up talking to myself. it makes me want to die even more

6/5/2015 5 comments

Black Holes That I Call Home

by Aurelia Morgenstern 6/3/2015

written by Aurelia Morgenstern

I don’t want to do this anymore. Feeling like this is worse than feeling nothing. I want out so badly, but I can’t because I don’t want other people to feel upset. But I still want to die. Does that make me selfish? I don’t know. I don’t really know anything anymore. In class, we played Jeopardy, but the questions were about fellow classmates. Y’know, end-of-year bullshit to waste what’s left of our time. I remember seeing the answer to the question about me; the board said, “Who is Aurelia?” That’s a great question, and if it’s ever on one of my finals I won’t […]

6/3/2015 0 comment

We’re all going to die anyway

by hopeisafourletterword 6/3/2015

written by hopeisafourletterword

It’s always the people that want to live that end up getting terminal cancer or hit by a bus or stranded in a house fire. Those of us that want to die, if we never commit suicide, we will be the ones living miserably into our late 90s. We’ll be the ones to outlive our friends, our spouses, even our children. It doesn’t make sense. We should get to have our misery cut short if we don’t want to live anymore. Cancer on demand… nobody would blame us for our deaths. Those that are happy and capable of dealing with this stupid world should live […]

6/3/2015 2 comments

Heavy

by Marianne 6/2/2015

written by Marianne

My heart is sinking. My blood feels thick, like lava, burning through my veins. I feel sick with anger and sadness. I feel hopeles. I want to lay down and sink into a peaceful death. I can’t remember anything anymore. I can’t feel anything except the agony of wanting to die but still having to be alive. How can you want something so badly and struggle everyday to reject it. I want to want to live.

6/2/2015 3 comments

Letting go

by GalaxyEyesXx 6/2/2015

written by GalaxyEyesXx

We all die at some point even if no one wants to think of it that way. Why is it so wrong that I know the time and place? Why is it so wrong that I choose to release myself? People will say what they will when I’m gone but it will fall on deaf, dead, ears. We all say goodbye eventually…why did we as a human race turn death into something so taboo? When did we decide that denying death’s presence is natural? It’s so intertwined with life and I refuse to look away. I wish I could go with dignity in a peaceful […]

6/2/2015 4 comments

…..

by SorryEveryone 6/1/2015

written by SorryEveryone

I have been feeling this way for a long time now. I really don’t know why though, I wish i did. I feel like dying is the only option for me. But I can’t because my Mom needs me. I have tons of scars that I wish I could hide but I can’t since its the summer and its really fucking hot. Its hard to feel this way and want to die but you can’t because you know it will hurt the ones you love. *sigh* I really need to think…….

6/1/2015 4 comments

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