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I’m just so tired.

by dontknowwhattodo 4/25/2013

written by dontknowwhattodo

I’m a 17 year old girl, and I’m still alive. I suppose I should start off with the positives.

I was diagnosed with clinical depression a year and a half ago, and most of my friends know. I don’t have the energy to do any work at home, and at college I can’t concentrate and just keep having to go to the toilets and cry. I’m going to fail all my exams, I’ve accepted that, and for the moment I’m just trying to concentrate on staying alive. I want to drop out and get a job, but I would keep breaking down and crying there too […]

4/25/2013 18 comments

given up on life

by feelingnotsogreat 2/7/2013

written by feelingnotsogreat

my life is one that i have come to consider utterly pointless. i never finished school (due to vicious bullying) so had no qualifications. my depression stopped me from completing collage courses that i have tried three times to do. i am considered unemployable due to my lack of qualifications and experience, so i’ve never had a job.

i cant even get a job scrubbing shit off toilets

so for the past 4 years i have been confined to a house that i share with my partner. i haven’t a friend in the world. (mostly due to the fact that my partner is a jealous shit who […]

2/7/2013 3 comments

My Life Summed Up In 412 Words!!!

by Insufficient 11/25/2012

written by Insufficient

I have fought severe depression and schizophrenia for a number of years. I go through bad times and then I can suffer through hell for months to a year or so at a time. As I write this I am in a downer period, voices constantly abuse me and tell me to kill myself and hallucinations frighten the absolute shit out of me to the point where I am screaming for help and crying my eyes out. I have had a number of suicide attempts but have been interrupted because of being on constant suicide watch. I did however have 2 very close attempts, on […]

11/25/2012 5 comments

Why cant i die?

by Silent-screams 9/11/2012

written by Silent-screams

i wanna leave this “world” aka my hell
i dont like walking round school and hearing people talk about me and laughing or writing shit about me on facebook or girls toilets,i dont want for everyone to look at me like im no good for anyone.
i couldnt help what happen to me,people say to me why didnt u scream help or rape,unless u wanted it to happen but i cant say what i want to say,i want to tell them why i didnt scream,cos when your so scared you try to scream but the words wont come out,inside your screaming so […]

9/11/2012 2 comments

depressed story

by sophie69 8/29/2012

written by sophie69

i found this website today and made an account and so here i am telling you my story not quite sure why im doing this?
im 15 years old and have depression for around 2 years now
my parents got divorced when i was 3 years old,i have no contact with my dad he sees me twice a year and never shows up for christmas or my birthday and always leaves me crying after he says he will!
my mum tries her hardest with me but never understand,she never shown any interest in my life or how im doing,never has my dad or mum said […]

8/29/2012 3 comments

Why so many of us give up?

by themaskoftom 5/21/2012

written by themaskoftom

snippets from a journal I write, to try and not spill all this into my personal life and job; better on paper, and better left where some will agree and sympathize.

This is the modern world — if you are over 45 and out of work, you cannot expect a good job or a salary that is more than basic sustenance. There will be no retirement, no golden years, no health care, no public assistance. By not having amassed wealth, I became of no value to this country. I am miserable about the state of this country, half the citizens clamoring for more breaks for the […]

5/21/2012 23 comments

I’m sick of life.

by Doubtful.Wishful. 5/19/2012

written by Doubtful.Wishful.

My name is Elizabeth. I am 14 years old, and I’ve wished for death for a couple of years, and I’m certain it is the only thing I’ll be able to succeed in this life; I’ve tried not to think about it, but it always comes back. In moments when I’m lonely and when it’s silent, I’ll think of death and how to achieve it. I wish I was normal, that I didn’t have these thoughts. I wish I could have changed the way my mind works, and how it always tells me to ruin things. I’ve lied to everyone I’ve talked to, I’ve insulted […]

5/19/2012 6 comments

No matter what you do

by Zeus 4/10/2009

written by Zeus

i have written this message over 30 times, deleted it and rewritten it all over again…

Perhaps this is a motherfucking therapy on its own…

Life is short, we only live once, but this life sucks. Are we gonna do something about it or let us get fucked by any ***** around?

You know what, I was so determined to kill myself… but before thatÂ i wanted to give it a go.

YES, make the most amazing robbery of the century, or simply go to South America or to one of these African villages and live with the locals there, forgotten by the fucking civilization. It is possible, some people […]

4/10/2009 2 comments