life has always been cruel, takes everything that makes any good away from me. never had nothing, until i meet her. then just as fast as closing my eyes things had sense. but the way the world is, tries as much as he can to get me away from happiness. did everything it could, our love has always been so strong, but i still afraid of losing  her. lose the only thing that putted me back dreaming again. my luck has never been good, every possible misunderstood that happens can be solved, but not all them.if luck is not with you, one message on the […]
Tornado
Depression is like a tornado, there’s nothing you can do but sit and wait, and finally when the storm is over…you are left with the destruction. The scars on your body, the puffy eyes from crying, the exhaustion of fighting a losing battle. It’s consuming.
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A leaf, a plastic bag, a dandelion seed.
I get stuck a lot of ways, emotionally, financially, mentally. It would be so much easier if I could change and move away from these duldrums I always find myself in. Float away from all this sadness.
A leaf, a plastic bag, a dandelion seed.
All these need is a gust of wind to take them away.
A simple breeze to release them from their stale and stagnant moments.
A simple breeze,
I need a tornado or a hurricane.
An Indiana toddler named Angel initially survived a devastating tornado that killed the rest of her family last week. But the 14-month-old was taken off life support Sunday and died. So go right ahead, pull the trigger – No problem.
I suffer from PTSD which creates overwhelming anxiety. I can not stand people in general for tho they pretend to care in reality they do not. a more fair description might be that they care so long as its conveinent. some of the experences that have led to my PTSD include but are not limited to being in a tornado, haveing been on fire twice, watching the person next to me in junior high murdered durring class, being stabbed, constant mental and physical abuse as a child, and most recently listening to my mother shoot herself in the head while talking to me on the […]