meaningless breaths

life has always been cruel, takes everything that makes any good away from me. never had nothing, until i meet her. then just as fast as closing my eyes things had sense. but the way the world is, tries as much as he can to get me away from happiness. did everything it could, our love has always been so strong, but i still afraid of losing  her. lose the only thing that putted me back dreaming again. my luck has never been good, every possible misunderstood that happens can be solved, but not all them.if luck is not with you, one message on the phone that you don’t understand can cause a fight, something that if you payed attention could avoid a fight, and thats what happened, i have one more week of holidays, next week i’ll be moving to rio for studying to pass to university that i’m trying 2 years. just that little fight had became a tornado, enough for make both of us feel angry and  depressed. she’s sleeping, I’m awake thinking about us, sad. just hope life cant be that cruel to take me away from her