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Normal

by RedShadow 9/6/2015

written by RedShadow

Normal. Kissing a man. Normal. Friends. Body contact/hugs, kisses. Normal. Couple with a baby. Normal. Walking up the stairs, riding a bike, doing sports. Normal. Mother, father, family. Normal. Driving a car. Being slim. being blonde. Fuck the media, the picture you are showing us is “NORMAL”. Normal. Normal. Normal. I am SICK of this normal world!!!

Empty from crying. Tomorrow to work again. smile, you’re on camera. being watched. don’t cry in public – you may be considered as being mentally ill in this society.

I have the easiest wish a human being can have. Somebody LOVE me. Someone, anyone, lay your arms around me and […]

9/6/2015 13 comments

When Is Suicide The Rational Choice?

by thehusk 9/6/2015

written by thehusk

I think most people have some idea of a ‘worthwhile life’. Maybe it involves being in love. Raising a family. Or close friends. Fulfilling work. Expressing yourself creatively. Or just enjoying yourself – sex, drugs, rock & roll (or whatever else floats your boat.)

But for some of us, those meaningful things seem out of reach, or we’re prevented from enjoying them by obstacles. Perhaps we believe ourselves incapable (or undeserving) of love or friendship. Unable to connect with others. Or we’re crippled by extreme social anxiety, and unable to function. Weighed down by feelings of loss or loneliness. Maybe we suffer from chronic pain and […]

9/6/2015 12 comments

Falling apart..

by disgusting 9/1/2015

written by disgusting

Things falling apart for me: Not getting paid from 2nd job unless I get a Chase account, that I can’t get due to horrible credit score. Main job has to switch payment system so there could be a huge 3 week interruption. This leave me with $0 to live on. Can’t rent a place now!!!

Things fall apart for Man of My Dreams: his life long disability that he has received from birth suddenly gets cut off without warning or reason. He will be homeless and I don’t have a place to offer him, and can’t get a place with my jobs unable to pay me. […]

9/1/2015 4 comments

the eternal procrastination of one single moment of nothingness

by rqlex 9/1/2015

written by rqlex

it seems whole life is the procrastination of one single moment of nothingness, when lifes shows itself with it’s full absence of meaning. soon it will pass. and how does it pass will always remain a mistery. maybe we’re just so obsessed with meanings, and so willing to impose an identity and causality to the great plurality of existence. our stubborness is the very origin of our anguish.

but how can we accept the pluralism of existence, if our own words just arrests us into the everlasting nostalgia for an other world?

i just don’t know.

the question is what the fuck did happen with my life for […]

9/1/2015 3 comments

Don’t belong here

by whereismyescape 8/29/2015

written by whereismyescape

I genuinely believe that some people don’t belong in this world. This atmosphere is just too much for us and we need an escape. I am one of those people that just isn’t meant for this environment. I need a different way and I think heaven would be so great. I know it would be great. I just wish I had the courage and strength to go there.

8/29/2015 8 comments

Envying the Virginia Reporters

by Surrey 8/29/2015

written by Surrey

They had it easy, honestly. Two seconds of pain and now they go out as heroes. Nobody questions anything they did, ever. This universe is so strange. If a stranger shoots us in the head, we instantly become heroes. If we do it ourselves, people call us cowards. Of course there is actually nothing heroic about being shot in the head by a stranger, and nothing cowardly about raising a gun to one’s head and pulling the trigger, but that won’t stop the masses from judging as they will.

8/29/2015 2 comments

Honest Obituary

by impossible_girl 8/27/2015

written by impossible_girl

When I finally get the courage to step out of this joke called life, I want my obituary to be honest. “She is survived by her cats, the only living creatures that loved her unconditionally. Some people on a website might be sad she’s gone, but the rest of us couldn’t be bothered to treat her like anything but a burden while she was alive. We’ll just brush aside the fact she was the most loyal person we ever met. Thank goodness she’s gone!”

8/27/2015 6 comments

Let’s all get along

by CalamityX 8/26/2015

written by CalamityX

Ok guys, come on. We all have to admit we shared a lot of laughs and fun times this morning with Wndozh8er and some others who post regularly on this site. I don’t know what happened between then and now, but there’s so much arguing and drama going on in the comments and with posting new posts, etc. let’s all just get along. We are all here for a reason, rather it be because we are suicidal, or that we are trying to help others feel like living again. Maybe you have survived an attempt and want to share your life with us. Whatever it […]

8/26/2015 38 comments

So why…

by nottryingtodieyet 8/23/2015

written by nottryingtodieyet

So, I’m 40. I’m fairly successful, have a girlfriend and a house in a very beautiful part of the US. But I can’t stop crying, if I see a war movie or watch some SVU show I lose it (tho I’ve never experienced either). I think every day about how things would just be easier if I wasn’t here.

I’ve been to doctors, but I largely medicate myself with xanax and tequila.

What the f**k should I do? I want to stop thinking about dying; yet I think about it every day.

I feel like a whiney bastard, but I don’t know how to fix myself.

What would you […]

8/23/2015 5 comments

When Depression Can’t Be Cured

by amar 8/23/2015

written by amar

I grew up with a father who has never been happy, has always been depressed and we as kids were always trying to find out ways to make him happy. Nothing ever did. And that hurt us as kids not knowing that it was not us making him unhappy, that that was just her state of being and there was nothing that we could do to bring him out of that funk. Eventually I know that is what killed him, you can’t live and thrive with that kind of sadness and depression in your life all of the time. There is no one who could […]

8/23/2015 1 comment

My best friend

by tjsII1988 8/23/2015

written by tjsII1988

I am nearing my point in which I will be ready to end it. Long story short I am a miserable dissapointment and life would be better for all that I loved if I were gone. I have made my arrangements and have financial taken care of (almost) for my children and girlfriend/fiance. No one knows that I am on my way out,and I would like to keep it that way. My question is,would it be selfish of me to make it so my best friend is the one who discovers my body? I would have documentation for him to read following his discovery,an I […]

8/23/2015 3 comments

Does life have a point?

by SmokyMemories425 8/22/2015

written by SmokyMemories425

I used to believe in God but I sat down and really thought about it and the concept of heaven and hell just seem too fairy tale-ish to me. But does anyone know the point of life? What is the reason for us being here? It seems like it’s money for a lot of people. And that’s why I want to go. Whether or not God stated it,”The love of money is the root of all evil” is definitely the truth. I see it in on my family’s faces. In the news. On the streets. The desire of money is completely taking the humanity out of […]

8/22/2015 6 comments

Just maybe

by Bisban 8/21/2015

written by Bisban

The calamity, gotta’ write somewhere

Anymore, like it’s been a while

Waiting for the nail to grow

And I’m going, in my way

Down-tempo

If you knew, alone, to the best of my ability

Grace, my grace

The day, that I see you, again

And it’s too bad, making half-sense without the music

Maybe, I got to skip the beat, now

Just maybe

The palm and the wind

Taking it back from the deep urban

I mean, to get the heck out

Two-generation, catch into action

Heal-me, then see us

Synchronizing, I’m talking about life and the world

What is everything more

Grow me to the living

Two to two-thousand

Like the Palm and the wind

Just maybe

…

Why, versus the Lion and the Dragon

8/21/2015 0 comment

5 words to describe your personality?

by rubdoo50 8/20/2015

written by rubdoo50

How would other people describe your personality? I know most of us on here probably have self esteem issues, so try & look through others eyes not your own 🙂

My doctor said that those of us who suffer from suicidal thoughts tend to have similar traits & not be horrible, selfish people that others think we are. Would also be interested in ages.

Me: quiet, conscientious, kind-hearted, nature & animal lover, submissive (I.e not dominant, will put other people first). 24 years old.

Thanks for sharing 🙂

8/20/2015 25 comments

Advice?

by GoldIsntInfinite 8/20/2015

written by GoldIsntInfinite

So you see, I used to have this boyfriend. He was practically my savior. He was the reason I didn’t commit suicide the first time. But he was one of a kind. He took interest in what I liked, he always supported me. He never pressured me and he was fun. He not once mentioned anything passed kissing so it never got awkward between us. He legitimately cared. Then one day he tells me he has to break up with me cuz of his father. Now here’s my problem. Everything reminds me of him and I still love him and miss him. All week I’ve […]

8/20/2015 9 comments

Opinion.

by Costy 8/19/2015

written by Costy

Guys, I want your opinions. Everything. Creation or evolution? Is there something that created us and we have somehow a meaning? Or everything is just random and we are just sacks of meat and after we die is nothingness?

8/19/2015 22 comments

The Tiny One

by please let me post 8/18/2015

written by please let me post

We open the doors to all, passwords set aside, please join us in our chat for the night = ).

http://tinychat.com/themikerevival

8/18/2015 6 comments

Lost

by hopelessnessisfatal 8/15/2015

written by hopelessnessisfatal

I feel completely broken inside, like a part of me that should be there is missing. I’m constantly surrounded by a dark cloud that suffocates me. I feel like it should have killed me already. I’m surprised it hasn’t. It’s so hard to live with so much pain. My friends don’t understand – the few that I’ve told about it. They think that chocolate and hugs will make it all better. It won’t.

The truth is that I want to disappear. Except I can’t. The problem with having a perfect-on-paper life is that: a) people don’t believe that you could possibly have any problems, and b) […]

8/15/2015 1 comment

Harnessing Your Emotions

by Cateau 8/15/2015

written by Cateau

I recently heard, in audio precepts, a book I had long sought in my adolescence called Harnessing Your Emotions by Andrew Wommack. Although this is a Christian take on psychology, it did help me realize that our emotions are controled by our thoughts not the other way around. This in turn has aliviated me of social anxieties, personality disorders and psychological ailments. The populous runs with the idea of psychology that our cirumstances dictate how we should feel and act which becomes our excuse for destructive behaviour.

For those who struggle to smile or get out of bed, hearing that “you choose to be happy or […]

8/15/2015 9 comments

Reasons why in goong to kill my self.

by Thedaytoforget 8/9/2015

written by Thedaytoforget

1. Im ugly
2. I’m addicted to porn
3. Never had a girlfriend who truly loved me
4. I was raped by my best friend.
5.My family thinks im a dumb ass
6. I have a dream to sing, but lets face it isn’t happening.
7. Even my mom tried to kill me
8. I’ve learn in this world there is no love, but simply someone u dislike the least.
9.US politics
10.i feel unloved

11. No one will read this.

8/9/2015 11 comments

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