Hi all i may start up a website i want to move on in life. I’m male 31 and a little schizophrenic when i was young my ex mrs said i should have been a model ive put on some weight not heaps though and not too ugly. This aint a dating website but i want kids its hard to work with my illness though im pretty talented. Im still currently married but want to start my life again. And that can change i dont care if you have an illness i can support that. Just dont want to waste my life all alone. Im […]
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now I can spend more time thinking about how I’m falling apart without having to go through proxy websites to read the entries here.
That being said. I feel like i’m falling apart. I feel like i should be in the psych ward. I got a cut on my wrist but i don’t know how. I was washing my dishes on Sunday and I noticed it. it’s about an inch long and perfectly straight. I noticed because I’d started bleeding. I started looking at the my knives that i was cleaning to see if i had done it accidentally but i didn’t see blood on any […]
I love my family although sometimes I get sad and believe life for them would be better off without me.
There has been more than one occasion of me trying to end my life. When I was 10 I almost ended my life due to my parents’ fucked up expectations. Mostly I didn’t do to me being too much of a scared baby. Almost 3-4 times per week sometimes I think about either running away or commiting suicide. My grades are fucked up. Every week I get yelled at by my parents basically saying I’m not good enough for anything. I have no friends in a […]
Hello everyone,
i would like to preface this by saying thank you to the wonderful staff who have created this website and for those who will read this. I appreciate your time.
I am a 26 year old man. I stand six feet tall and have a decent body and some pretty nifty talents and gifts, but sadly i in my short time on this planet have managed to destroy every single good thing that has ever happened to me through very poor decision making. I currently perform stand up comedy, i am in a nirvana tribute band and i have a variety of extracurricular and […]
Hey, I don’t care what you’ve done, what you’ve failed, or why you browse this website. I don’t know why you’re hurting, why you’re hollow, why you’re crumbling, why you’re going to snap out of this fake world.
Have a good day. Haha, that’s an empty phrase. I know a lot of you aren’t having good days. A lot of you can’t remember what a good day exactly is. World’s in grey-scale, numb, dull ache.
You people are wonderful and strong. I’ll probably never meet you guys, but I wish you the best. Love from a random troubled stranger on a random computer in a random world.
Yay, end of […]
The ironic thing about this website is that no one who has successfully committed suicide is on here to tell you how to do it.
I’m so tired of feeling alone. My friends tell me they care about me and that they’d kill themselves if I ever did. I don’t believe a word that comes out of their mouth. I’m so tired of being here. Why haven’t I killed myself? I ask myself that every damn day. I wish I knew someone who understood me. I’m glad there’s a lot of people here on this website that can relate to me. We all really want something in live. Well, what I really want is to be dead..
Hi everyone, English is not my mother tongue so sorry if I make mistakes.. I come from a country where we don’t talk about suicide. I found this website by writing “helium suicide” and I started reading all of these sad stories. I decided to write mine I don’t know why but it feels like I need to.
My childhood was horrible. My father was an alcoholic and when he drank, he did all the terrible things that a father can do to his children and wife (no details…). I started thinking about suicide when I was about 13 and I tried to commit suicide at […]
this might be my last post in this website. I want to suicide today because I’m tiered of everything I tried to survive but I can’t NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME. I hate everyone I hate my parents , my self everyone. I just want to say thank you to everyone who tried to help me
I am fairly new here. I found this website in my darkest days and I am not sure if it is gonna make everything better or worse but it is good to read people’s experiences and have a chance to help them. I can say that I have survived and strayed from the darkest version of myself. I hope I can help you also! I am here when you need me. I mean it.
Few weeks ago I stumbled on this website while researching on how to commit suicide and different ways to do so. I was in a very dark place in my life where I felt like suicide was the way to go.
I have felt emotionally depressed over a year ago when my boyfriend at the time and I broke up. At the time, I felt like the whole world was crashing down. I started to fail dramatically in school by not attending classes and not paying attention. I never had good relationship with my family because I was always a disappointment to them (no I didn’t just […]
Hey guys, I feel like I haven’t been on here in ages. I just spent my whole weekend founding an organization and building a website and social media pages for it. A lot of you know how difficult my life has been since my husband passed away last November. And it’s not been for lack of trying or anything, just lack of money and a support network.
Well, that being said, I founded the Young Widow Fund. There are oodles of younger women and men who have lost their spouses and have been left to just flounder due to circumstances that are out of their control. […]
I’m not suicidal. In fact, I found this website by accident. I had no idea that people even contemplate suicide and it’s very hard for me to understand. No horrific event has happened to me, I went to a £15000 ($23000) private school in London and it’s because of my closed life that only recently that I’ve even reali(s/z)ed that so many people had such difficult and heart-breaking emotions.
Many problems may be hard to fix but could someone (preferably with experience) explain to me why anyone would ever feel it necessary to end their life.
Hi,
My name is Izzy. I suffer from severe social anxiety so I don’t have any friends in real life. I’m at a university for my first year of college. I’m suicidal. I would like to make friends on this website.
not on any topic, but how many other people on this website are from Los Angeles?
If im not allowed to discuss suicide methods here, then where in the hell can i??
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Thanks for deleting my thread!!, do the owners of this website not understand that some people just want to fucking die!!! FFS!!!
“The Suicide Project is a website devoted to allowing people to share their stories of desperation and depression… and ultimately of hope.”
I think in the light of recent events it is important not to forget what the purpose of this special website is. Regardless of how different the reasons for us to come here might be, what unites us is the suffering we experience and the desire to end it one way or another. No matter what part of the world you come from, what race or gender you are, what kind of sexuality you are living, what religion you might or might not belong […]
Hey so is there an app for this website
Thank you guys so much for welcoming me so soon. I came upon this website because I have anxiety OCD where I have reoccurring thoughts of killing myself and I usually find myself researching suicide late at night when I can’t sleep which has been very often lately. I came to this website as a source of relief but didn’t think id actually hear from anyone else especially not so soon. & so now I have a good feeling about this place . Thnks so much .
I see people on this website and how their problems are far worse than mine, and I want them to be happy. I want to cheer them up. I click the comment button, but as soon as I start to type, my mind blanks out. How can I help other people when I can’t even help myself?
(Not proofread, I lose the guts to post the stuff if I do)
xoxo,
It’s Only Me