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Please help me

by rprp98
written by rprp98

I would really appreciate it if you took the time to read this and hopefully leave a comment suggesting what i should do.

So, me and this guy we were in a relationship for about 2 months, the shortest relationship ive had in all honesty. The relationship was amazing and i fell for him so hard so quickly, and then he left without an explanation. However, he never actually left, we still contact each other every day and we speak like we used to. Even though we’re not in a relationship it feels like we are. He told me that the reason […]

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Putting on a show

by nowheretoruntowards
written by nowheretoruntowards

She felt alone inside her mind. It was her darkness that consumed her, she never had the switch to turn on the light. It’s that kind of gleam, that is seen in the eyes of the happy. She craved for it, ever since was 11 when she realize everything is a mess. Happiness has been her birthday wish every year. On her 16 birthday, she didn’t wish for a car, it was to be happy like before. Her friends never knew that she was depressed and suicidal. It was like she was in her own play. She does her hair, makeup and costume to act […]

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My Casket

by she-doesnt-talk
written by she-doesnt-talk

I stare up from my casket where they lay me to rest
I watch my family as they place roses on my chest
In a blurred second i experienced all the joy they gave to me
I do regret the rest of their lives that I won’t get to see
Please friends and family, dry all your tears
I will always be with you, so please have no fears
I hear them say how they never saw it comin’
how I was so happy,and they wish they could’ve done somethin’
I still remember all the pain I had inside
all the hopelessness, sadness, and anger […]

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Instant song.

by WoodenGrave
written by WoodenGrave

… Sometimes i wish that this is all just a dream, but sometimes i wish that i don’t want to live in sin.
Many times disapointed, but I still stand tall.
Waiting for a miracle to bring me up. My eyes are seen my own truth in the world full of lies, oh God is there Hope for us, for us? Similar souls who try so hard  – To live lie … I saw everythin but still stuck in prison wearing a chains, oh god can you hear me now? Where are you, i still wanna touch the edge of the greatness but i can’t […]

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Missing someone

by karenation
written by karenation

Its been over 3 months since the last time I saw the person I am in love with. I have not tried to talk to him or anything. There are days I would give anything to hold him one more time. But I don’t contact him because I know he wont talk to me, things ended pretty bad between us. I just wish there was a way to tell him how much I miss him without talking to him

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by wintersnow92
written by wintersnow92

ill never be able to accept love , i just don’t see how it is possible.I have done so much wrong. He shows me more love than anyone in my entire life ever has and yet all i can think about is jumping off that cliff or slicing my wrists and watching all the pain end, but i know that no matter how much i wish for that I could never be that selfish…..never!  I have more than so many people in this world so please tell me why i wish of this every night, tell me why that when Someone I finally actually likes […]

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Hear My Prayer

by Frozen In Time
written by Frozen In Time

There are times when you will wish that you have never, ever, started this life.

I want to CEASE right now. I wish I’ve never met everybody I know. I wish I don’t exist in such a suffocating world. Tears don’t suffice anymore. My eyes could simply not spare me anymore.

I’m so tired. I want to float away mellowly to God’s embrace. Someone that truly cares for me. Oh God on high, hear my prayer.

Frozen In Time

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wtf. Wel fuk u 2 lif >;B

by IHateMyMask
written by IHateMyMask

Sigh. I had some clarity! But now..
I just wrote a long post about my life this past month and why i think i have been having so many jumbled thoughts lately. How absurd life really is and got into whether my life seems confusing because of my racing brain or if my brain is racing because of the events this month.
But of course it all deleted itself before i was done. Grrr. Mushu
Life sometimes, i mean what are the odds? It’s like there is some invisible line on my “life worth chart”..or something. And every time my life value goes above it. […]

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please help me…

by jaysonerickson
written by jaysonerickson

i give up i wish i could do something but i cant i try and be happy but now…i dont feel anything when i cut it doesnt hurt no matter how deep….i want to just end this i mean my life sucks right now and my dad just cant stop punishing me…so far i have gone one day without water from him and a week without food….i can feel my self being eatting inside out….i just what this to end

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The family…

by nb3longbridge
written by nb3longbridge

I 100% want to commit suicide.  This is not a new thing, I’ve been feeling like this for a very long time! God and my family has prevented me, now for the last 2years, the only thing preventing me is my parents, the rest doesn’t matter anymore. Yes, I’ve been for help, psychiatrist, doctors and psychologist. Been on meds. But i’m going to try and live through until my parents are gone, then me. I just wish it can be sooner!

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Why don’t people have the right?

by silverlupas
written by silverlupas

Why don’t people have the right to commit suicide? As soon as a person says that they are going to kill themselves all of their rights get taken away from them. It is their life and their body why can’t they kill them selves if they so wish? People have the right to abortion, that is also dealing with life and death. Generally people who kill themselves have been dealing with depression for years, wouldn’t it be easier for them to just kill them self? Who is to say it will get better?

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by msquared
written by msquared

if i know i have no chance for a life, should i kill myself now and get it over with, even though i want to live a better life but it seems impossible? i don’t want to kill myself. but i see no other way. seriously, i want to live. i want a life. but it is clear now that that’s impossible. why put all of my energy into graduating if it’s not going to happen? he’s made it clear. and if i don’t graduate, that’s it for me. and i have no reason to be around. that’s all i care about at this point. […]

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Who cares? No one.

by maddieboo15
written by maddieboo15

People know I am in pain but they don’t care to help me. They just pretend nothing is wrong. I feel invisible. Cutting seems the only way to ease the pain. Attempting it has been on my mind for years. My parents don’t give a damn about me. They don’t seem to care. I look out the window as we drove down the road and wondered what if that was me. On the side there they lay. Upon them they have others eating and nipping at them. I wish it was me laying on the side of the road. Wish they could change places with […]

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Kinda Hypocritical.

by Shadowknite
written by Shadowknite

Broken

You say you’re broken,
Unloved and unwanted.
You can’t be fixed,
And you are haunted.

What people say,
That is what cuts.
The words throw you off,
And you get stuck in the ruts.

Many say “I care”,
But few are sincere.
When you are broken,
U notice no one is here.

You wish yourself away,
Ready to give it a try.
U think u can’t stay,
That you need to die.

I reach out to you,
Saying sweet things,
I want to fix you,
I say that it stings.

I cut for others,
To get them to stop.
I am still clean,
Three years at top.

When I see someone unhappy,
It gives my heart great pain.
I want them to be happy,
And to smile again.

I will not stop,
I am […]

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Not Sure About Title

by Shadowknite
written by Shadowknite

Title

The blade comes down,
Tears staining your face.
The voices and taunts,
Leaving a bloody trace.

They think they’re better,
And tell you you aren’t.
Stings like hell,
You’re ready to give in altogether.

Unwanted and alone
You curl in a ball.
You wish to sleep,
Once and for all.

You think no one cares,
You put your life on the line.
You’re ready to commit,
And prepare for your time.

I reach out,
Wrapping my arms around you tightly.
I whisper in your ear,
And I tell you matter without a  doubt.

I care for you,
And don’t want you to hurt.
I’ll always try to be there,
And go through your hell with you.

I speak the truth,
I will never lie.
I will always think you’re beautiful,
No matter […]

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They don’t know when enough is enough.

by breakeven
written by breakeven

People don’t care until you’re dead. I think we all know that now. I wish it wasn’t true. i wish there was some sort of way to show people how much they’re hurting me. I wanna hurt them back by leaving. By doing this act of killing myself. To show them how much shit they made me go through. I hope they cry. It must be very morbid for me to say all this but that’s how I feel. How can I help it?

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Just a random thought

by yukibear
written by yukibear

It’s hard to go through sadness and helplessness etc. I sometimes wish that I can’t feel emotions at all but that takes out the basic part of being human.

If given the choice, would you rather not feel emotions (to prevent feeling pain)?

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by msquared
written by msquared

HOW FUCKING STUPID AM I?! I MUST BE PRETTY FUCKING STUPID! IM SO STUPID! WELL FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU FOR GETTING EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANT AGAIN. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU. IVE MADE THE DECISION IF IM NOT IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE NONE OF THAT SHIT IS HAPPENING. NONE OF IT. HOW FUCKING STUPID AM I. JUST STRUNG ALONG AND DISPOSED OF. I SAID ALL THAT SHIT WAS SO VULNERABLE AND MEANT IT. AND YOU ATE ALL THAT SHIT UP. THEN WHEN THE MOMENT PASSES, ITS FORGET IT. FUCK YOU. I AM WORTH SO MUCH FUCKING MORE THAN THIS SHIT. MY LOVE MY […]

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I live for other people.

by Commodus
written by Commodus

That’s all I fucking do. Why am I here? Because I have to take care of my Mother, because I don’t want to upset my brother. And what happens when I tell my brother how I feel? He uses my niece as an emotional bargaining chip. ‘Oh,’ he says, ‘don’t you want to stay alive to see her grow up?’

He doesn’t get it. How could he? It’s his fault I feel this way. The beatings, the emotional abuse, the sense of powerlessness and just being trapped. I’m 26 and I don’t feel alive, I never had a childhood or a real life, I’m just the […]

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