hi guys..so i think i’ll just do it today..the only reason i was holding out was because i thought he’d come back..but he won’t anymore..
wish me luck?..
Thanks for listening to me rant..
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Good luck, my friend. You’re one step ahead of me.
I just hope you can somehow find peace..
I know the feeling well of waiting for someone that never came back
It seems more painful to hold onto the hope that they will come back than it does to die
But that’s where you’re wrong
I don’t know what this person meant to you, a family member, friend, lover, but in the end it’s all the same
There’s a good chance that they won’t be coming back and you’re only making yourself miserable by believing that they still might
Don’t move on from life
Move on from them, and live
I hope all is still well with you
I can relate to the waiting for someone thing. Even if i know that person will never comeback part of me keeps on waiting, and i think that’s difficult to avoid.
What you can avoid is wasting your life away because someone didn’t comeback, and by saying that i’m not trying to persuade you, just pointing out that if that person didn’t comeback, most likely he doesn’t deserve something as big as you ending your life for him.
I mean, i’m pretty sure i’m going to end up taking my own life (i have plans made too), but it’s going to be because i exhausted all my options and i have no way of ever fixing anything, not because of someone, but because of me.
But whatever you end up doing, good luck, i hope you find the peace you are looking for :). And sorry if i upset you or bothered you with what i said but i just had to.
Candy Apple,
I have been reading your posts since you started and just listened to what you had to say. I knew that nothing I could say would have saved you. I am not a religious person but I believe in something after death. My father attempted suicide in October and it changed my life forever. I had been thinking of suicide before and have after. My uncle died of a heart attack in February. My fathers brother. I guess you have succeeded in your plan. I know with my uncle I know he isn’t gone. I just know somehow he’s still here with us. And with you. I very much hope the best for you. I found your first few posts by accident searching good suicide methods. I think I was led to your posts somehow. Like I said. I am not religious and am very against religion as a whole. But I believe in god kinda and I don’t know what made me make an account and tell you all this but I hope that you are happy. I know that you will read this. I don’t know how or why or any if that but I know you will. I hope that you will help people in need. But above all I hope you are in less pain now then you were here. What Ashley68 said scares me. IV heard of absolute horrible things from people in the ER and fist responders who have brought people back (I’m training to be a firefighter) pray to god that your okay and if not I hope you find me and I will help you. I know to everyone reading this you probably think I’m crazy. I know I would. Weird shit happens in life and I believe. I hope you rest in peace Candy Apple.