Pagoda… Death to birth
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Just waiting the sweet moment when a finaly get out of this place i just can remember or imagine i asked to be at.
Hoping that´s dont take to long.
Hoping that´s dont be with to much suffering, no because i´m afraid to suffer, in a fact is there something more painfull than be alive? This hope come from certainty all this is just a waist of time anyway.
When this feeling started? I just can´t remember and i dont even care about it.
Maybe in small things, small people, small everything…
Dead sweet dead, make no alarm, no sound, no signal… just come here and do your f…… ¨ […]
On islands we all run
Onto islands in the sun
And the sun too: is an island
With islands all around
We’re all islands in the sea
And the islands want to reach
Other islands passing by
An island in the sky
On islands everywhere
All the islands ever there
Are all waiting on an island
That island stands alone
i feel like the sky is about to fall
i hope i can get a rele job that isunt with my dad or on boats i whant to do pub gigs folow the pofrming arts do some thing so i can just pay the bills but thats not going to happun is it i whant to have a famaly do a beter job than my dad and mum i whant to fall in love but thats not going to happun love killd me long long time ago now my deth hornts my dreems it such a god day why do i feel like this all iv […]
Youtube song:
Click here -> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iS8sqgBgzG8&feature=endscreen&NR=1
Get Well by Icon For Hire http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iS8sqgBgzG8&feature=endscreen&NR=1
It’s got a good sound, please listen!
“Get Well”
We throw tantrums like parties
We’re not happy ’til everyone knows we’re sick
And that’s just how we like it
We’ve hurt bad enough, right, we’ve earned itDon’t tell the others but it’s all getting old I mean how many more times must our stories be told?
And being lonely’s only fun in a group It sort of loses it’s charm when it’s true
I meant it when I said I wanna get well, I wanna get well
Are the rest of you so content
Stay […]
I know, I know, for those who have already seen, I’m sorry, I hate spam just as much as you. but…
For Suicide Prevention Week, you can help out by filming a video of yourself explaining how suicide has impacted your life, and also explaining or even showing what you do that makes you happy and gives you a reason to live. Send me the link to the video and I will put it in a compilation for my new project. Thanks!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SPcrl7XwAZc
So I have put a lot of thought into this and decided that I truly want to end my life. I have been battling with this for years and tried several different ways of working this out. I have lost my job (which was everything to me) due to my “personality” which was the wake up call. I no longer belong to this world and am ready to leave. The method I have chosen is asphyxiation. I am still working a few things out I will do a trial run and write my letter and hopefully be gone for this world.
Oh man… it feels like it’s been so long. These last 2 years have taken everything out of me.. except for my life. I can’t live like this. Not for much longer at least. The days drag on longer and longer. Some days aren’t so bad, but it just keeps coming back. It’s always going to be a part of me. This is who i am now.
I almost got to the point where i didn’t want to jump in front of the bus one day… just that one day. Is it really worth living when you feel like this? You don’t live to be happy.. […]
I’ve run out of my complaints. Its just when theres no where else to turn I think of my friends on here. At least I know I’m not alone. I hate others are going through the same, but it also gives me ease of mind.. it makes me feel more human.
This is normally the part where I wish you all well, and encourage you all to keep living… However in all reality I envy those who had the courage to end it.. because I wish I had that strength so bad. Especially now.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VMGh3Ts5-WQ
If you can watch this whole video and tell me you have suffered more, then i will believe that your truly depressed. Its given me perspective.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5bYdFoqQw18&context=C347c864ADOEgsToPDskK3cmBiBUFpP1dQpAi7eSFe
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=I_BdAk7H6Lk
Not everyone can do this but i do admire him …. a lot! The fact his father didn”t pay attention to his own kids need & help, and that is not great parenting. I do like his older sister. And the kid makes A LOT of sense ie he is picked on because he doesnt resist.
Bullies ‘think’ they are tough but are they? They pick on people weaker or those that dont resist? Strong people face strong people not weak people?
Well done Casey … i “like” underdogs …
http://www.thebridgemaker.com/how-to-stop-a-bully/ ~ other helpful links ….
How I idealize: a certain member here sums it up perfectly. So I sat down and idealized more. And watched a very good film on the subject.
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0477139/
Film teaser: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gn7GVNskKU8
It is about us. It is a beautiful film that is as funny as it made me cry. I don’t want to spoil it for anyone, you should just watch it.
This is all I do now, idealize my own death and who I will meet afterwards. There is a romance to it. And it’s not to get back at anyone, I just want to reach outward and upward.
My life (oh boy, the “my life story” […]