I just want peace.

I know where you are coming from and also know the other side too. There is a certain someone who feels like she has hurt me too much and doesn’t deserve the kindness I’ve shown her, but that couldn’t be further from the truth. I’d give all my heart to bring happiness to hers. I know she feels like she doesn’t have enough strength to go on sometimes but even though I struggle to find strength for myself, I know I will never run out of strength for her.
I’m sure the people in your life feel the same. They just want you to find a way, though maybe they don’t know how to guide you through this. Let their love and kindness give you strength, let them fuel that hope in your heart so it burns brightly and can be a light to get you through the darkest parts of the road your on.
I know it’s hard, trust me I know. I struggle with just wanting to exit and somehow not hurt people I feel I’m not worth the hurt they would feel, but try to hold on. If you truly believe in your heart it will get better, try to hold on. If you have people who care so much about you, they must believe it too. I believe you can too.