There isn’t a day that passes that I don’t think of ending my life. I continue to live for my family, although latley that reason doesn’t hold as much weight as it used to. I feel like all I am is a burden for them. I’ve tried my whole life to succeed and be a positive person in this world but it just seems I can’t catch a break. I’m on my 4th hip surgery and I do not see the light at the end of the tunnel anymore. I’m in such a dark place and have been here before. I’m tired of the fight. I’m just tired.
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But heres the thing, to your family you’re not a burden they love you, and if you killed yourself you’re hurting them and being selfish. I understand what it’s like to want to give up, but your life matters you have a purpose, i know it’s hard but keep fighting keep going and move forward
Surgery is tough thing. Sorry I hope all is good after this one.
Feeling tired and exhausted is the worst feeling, it really drags you down, but here is a thing, take some time to yourself, even tho it’s hard to forget about surgeries (I know because I am in a hospital 24/7), take some time to do something that will bring peace to your mind. I have some tough stuff to do this week, on saturday I will rest, I will listen to those “8 hours of Wave Sounds” on youtube, colour my book while I am outdoors and have a fresh orange juice, after doing these things I will take some weights off my shoulders and gain some strength to battle the rest of the week
I hope everything gets better with you and your hip, and try to eliminate some of the tiredness, you will feel so much better