General Brenda Kastning by Robby 3/25/2009 written by Robby 3/25/2009 I lost her as my real wife in the eary 70’s. Now as I am 56, married, one child; I yearn to hear from her. I hope life has been kind to her. Such is a little less on my end. I never made it out of Bothell.Â Â BrendaEaryLost 4 comments 0 Email Related posts 12/8/2021 Idk how much longer i can hang on 12/7/2021 Who am I? Am I me? 12/7/2021 Suicide pods legalized in Switzerland 12/7/2021 Something 12/7/2021 Self Harm Story 12/7/2021 12/7/2021 I miss my beautiful Lillie. 12/7/2021 day 2 12/7/2021 Shut Up And Be Normal 12/7/2021 4 comments dusty 3/27/2009 - 1:41 am This is a beautiful poem. It certainly conveys some of how you are feeling. It would be interested in knowing what is going on in a more direct form. The rise and fall of the poem is touching. Just out of curiosity, Bothell of which city? Log in to Reply fireflieslite 11/28/2010 - 6:34 am Robby, I just learned that you’ve resurfaced by trashing a recent post. Repenting, there are a lot of ways to compensate for your conscience. Just never ever die with regrets. There are 2 Brenda Kastning in US Bonduel, WI, and Capron, IL. See the followings if it rings a bell. (all add 3w at front). Better die in glamor with efforts settling your mind than to die rotten with regrets in misery. Even if the one you can’t actually locate, person with the same name or same birthday however bears some similar traits. And it may be hard to get people understand and forgive, but never be hard onto your own self. facebook.com/people/Brenda-Kastning/100000632620066 usatoday.com/money/economy/2008-01-15-3677522660_x.htm rrstar.com/news/x469070145 (at 11:42 a.m) Log in to Reply Robby 12/6/2010 - 1:12 pm Good Morning fireflieslite Surprised I am. I wrote a rather boo hoo letter then thought better and trashed it. Didn’t know someone could see that I did. Anyway, glad you did. I found Brenda. Now married of course. Looks happy. I sent a short dumb message FB way. No reply. Its ok……. only wanted to know she was alive and well. Me? 58 now. Wake up every morning very sad that I am still alive. Only to make this short. Thank you for your info “and” I still look here to read my posts. And dream of Brenda…………………………. Log in to Reply fireflieslite 12/6/2010 - 3:20 pm Robby, we always have debts we unknowingly left behind, and we have to solve it somehow. It’s the hate that killing all of us. I know that many women out there calling their ex-hubby devil, while they themselves are haunting their own lives by living sarcastically, usually alone eventually too, depressively or with those shadow people or boogey men. No matter we are guily or not, we did stamp a mark in their history of life. Only that who are victims, I think that both parties are. To complain in a way to demand more perfect, but usually coming up with argument and hate. One can already see the limit of tolerance nowadays already gone down to a very young age too. Everyone is there crying out loud for freedom. Needless to say, man and woman are as if two different species, to give and to take. A X and a Y. It’s just hard to be equal. As if love and hate, it’s just walking on thin ice. It’s hard to tell what’s next. What I did, was that I typed in my ex-love’s name on Facebook, and found her, her photo behind her smile with her small birthday cake, was her sad eyes. (I still remember her birthdate) But she was supposed to be married many years back after she had dumped me just a few months, so why those sad eyes. I had already forgiven her long ago for hurting me so bad. But just in case she still hates me, so I wrote her a long letter, telling her not to hate anyone. She didn’t reply, and that’s fine too, I’ve just done my part to ease mine if any guilty feelings of mine should there be. As we can’t always do what others expect us to be, but at least we can do what we feel right. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.