Hello to all readers,
I am an aussie uni student and am researching the topic of suicide for a presentation tomorrow. I have read many of the posts submited to try and gain some insight into the topic and could’nt help but feel so deeply saddened by what I’ve come across. Saddened mainly because many of the people that have submitted posts appear to all have one thing in common. That is that they seem to feel that they are less worthy of life and happiness than others. Happiness is not designed to be complicated and illusive. Everyone is entitled to be here, that is why you are here in the first place. Everything happens for a reason hence you are here for a reason. Maybe you have’nt figured that reason out just yet but you can. You may be reading and thinking what does this person know? But theres no need to complicate it. Its a simple concept but its true. You are worth more than suicide, dont let it defeat you. If you feel thats its the only thing that you can do right, its not. If other people put you down, fuck them! We are all equal, just some people realise it more than others. Please stop, think and reach out. If you are 15 of 55 there is still time for the pain to ease and for you to find what you are looking for.. or maybe what is looking for you. Suicide is not an offer of salvation. Love yourself because you are worthy of all the beauties in life just as much as i am and every other human on the planet. I know its not that easy, my best friend tried to kill herself when we were fourteen, I’m not a stranger to depression. Understand that you are not well just at the moment, just as if you had any other disease. But just like many other diseases there is a cure. You are very very important and the world is a lesser place every time someone takes their own life. Try to see through the fog that clouds your mind, because clarity can come. Every individual is so so special, even if you dont think so, I do.
all my lovex
3 comments
I am glad you chose to explore the tough road that is depression and suicide, myself being a survivor of both. You have quite the pretty words there, and I’m not trying to shoot you down, but I know by experience that one speech- or even the same speech over and over- cannot change one’s mind. I read this, and still feel the same weight of dread over myself, and I don’t know why. You seem very heartfelt, and I appreciate your kindness, but this place is for people to rant and spew their heart onto their keyboard. We don’t need preachers, just someone who will listen.
I agree with ColorMeBroken. You sound like a very caring person, but most people on this site have heard your shpiel before. It doesn’t really help, it doesn’t change anything. And if you write something here, you really don’t feel a possibility of things getting better.
Yeah, like above, you’re a good person and all and YOU should keep on living. But how do you know everything has a purpose, or more importantly that nothing doesn’t have a purpose, cuz I really feel that I and because I’m not unique a million other people are bound to die useless and worthless. and then there’s the 5 million other people who are bound to hurt the world more than help it (the psycho killers and whatnots). So how sure are you that everyone’s misery is just a disease and not a hint.