I’d rather not become the enemy they make me out to be, like I was previously taught. I’d rather be me, and be one of the most humane, generous, caring, and considerate people you know. I want to be remembered for these traits, not something vile, rebellious, and purely dark. I want to be the light. Do I have to be a Christian in orderÂ to genuinely possess these traits? I’m tired of expectations and not knowing the truth. Someone please give me insight on the so-called ‘afterlife’. I need to know.