I deserve to be extinguished
July 20th, 2009 by caligirl01
it’s evident because I am 30 years old and still live with my parents.. even though I am a female, that doesn’t make it any better… I have been diagnosed as bipolar 2 and I am on social security.. That makes me a complete and utter leech on life’s resources.. I hear the eugenecists want to kill me because I cost them money and am a useless eater and unfortunately, I can see where they are coming from… I once loved and lost because the guy realized what a loser I really am and he kicked me to the curb after using me for sex… A job would make me feel better about myself, but I can’t stay sane or keep the extreme anxiety at bay long enough to keep one… I don’t believe in suicide, so I wish some drunk driver would just get it over with for me…
Jul 20, 2009 @ 16:35:21
i dont know if i helped or anything, but i thought i needed to say something.
have a great day 🙂
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Jul 20, 2009 @ 16:44:34
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Jul 20, 2009 @ 21:17:34
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Jul 20, 2009 @ 23:42:07
I’m a Biopolar 2 who was once living on my dad’s charity, because the illness hit pretty hard, and I couldn’t work for while.
But eventually medication and treatment kicked in, and I went back to work.
If you are on Social Security disability, accept the illness, and think about what you might want to do with your life.
Far from deserving to be extinguished, bipolar patients are unusually intelligent and creative — we’ve produced far more writers, artists, spiritual leaders, etc. than any other population group.
You may want to have a look at Kay Redfield Jamison’s book, “Touched By Fire: Manic-Depression and the Arts” about famous writers, musicians, poets, etc. who were bipolar.
So if you have bipolar disorder, you may also have undeveloped talents. The illness brings gifts. What are yours?
Can you write? Create a website? Help other bipolar patients?
Consider joining a bipolar patients support group online or in your local area. You would soon see we are a talented and warm-hearted group of people, worthy of respect.
You must have a purpose in life, because God made no mistakes.
Cordially,
Struggling To Survive (been there)
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Jul 22, 2009 @ 16:18:54
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Jul 24, 2009 @ 16:30:51
You don’t believe in suicide probably because the actions you cause will have an effect on your parents causing more suffering. I can understand, the only advice i can give is :”Lady Death comes for all” ..so stop feeling sorry for yourself,let it go and just be yourself.
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