It basically started with Him . A wayward mother & her three year old bastard of a daughter . Leaving everything behind, just throwing it all away . & making the biggest mistake a mother ( or at least mine ) could ever make .
How could she marry Him ? I was three years old & I cried at their wedding . I didn’t want it to happen . I didn’t want another douche bag of a father . & exactly that he was . The abuse , Manipulation, lies , drugs , You coward . How could you do that to both yourself & I ? & then the fucking loonie bin is a GREAT fucking place to end up , right mum ? Hoyeah . But when you two ended , nothing got better . You were still crazy , single , & alone with three kids . Not to mention that your oldest son has tourettes , your youngest son was raped & your only daughter is going fucking insane . & then you wonder why ‘ i hate everything . ‘ Normal girls don’t dream about being serial killers ever single night of their lives .Normal girls don’t have to cover their legs & arms because they’re butchered to pieces .Normal girls dont stick their toothbrushes down their throats because their entire family are skinnier than toothpicks, & Me , the only one , Is Fat & ugly . & stupid . & it sure does seem to me that i matter the least . When was the last time i saw that shrink ? My life is a disaster . The boy that i’m absolutely in love with , hates my guts , my family is crazy, i’m crazy , my best friend is dead , & all i want is to be dead too .