I’m 18.. Been through things that at certain ages, I shouldn’t have had to worry over. Been on the streets, been starving with no food, my dad has never been in my life. child protective services in my life my entire 18 years. Lost the only person I lived for which was my mom at the age of 13. I’ve basically been to hell and back more the a couple of times.It doesn’t get easier to live without her. I’m tired of being angry at the world for her not being here.. I’m so exhausted from being so mad all the time. I just can’t seem to get out of bed. & on top of everything.. I know 18 is young to be engaged but I was.. and the man I loved no longer cares about me and no longer loves me because I made a small mistake on which he couldn’t forgive me for.. but when it comes to every one else around him. He can forgive them. Some one help cause I don’t think I can keep up this charade much longer.
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Dear Ms-Brandee,
If you’re fiancee truly loved you, he would forgive you. Maybe he’s not the right person? And from what you’ve told us (people of suicideorganization), he should be more considerate of you. You have had a hard life. And him adding onto your hurt isn’t doing much help. I’m not gonna ask what you did. All I know is that you’re in pain. You’re sad. You’re hurt.
You’re 18 years old. Too young for you to leave. You need something else worth living for. This guy obviously doesn’t sound like that reason. Or maybe that’s just my opinion..
I do not sympathize, but I do understand the hurt. I’m here if you need someone to talk to. Sometimes all it takes is for a person to listen. And here I am.
E-mail: albert.j.robinson@live.com
Contact me if you ever want to chat. I’ll do my best to make you feel better! Or to atleast try my best to understand you.
I’m feeling with you, I neither no who nor where you are.
But I justes turned 20 this year and I’ve gone through a whole lot of shit.
I was rejected, disappointed, blamed and now I’ve slowly realized that I’ve been all alone since ever.
Recently I found a quote which helped me a lot: “This too shall pass” I guess
it’s just a few word but they have large power at least for me.
If you want someone to chat with you can send a reply to sou-cute@web.de
Don’t leave now, I’m sure out there’s someone who needs you, and what in my opinion is more important, someone you need.
Wishing you the best
To be honest I donno how to respond to that since I never been in that situation. What is the thing that you most value in this life? (whether it be friends or what you wanted to achieve)Hold on to that and fight for it. Your mum is proud of you.
No one can tell you what you need, but I can tell you what I can give you. A friend, conversation, maybe, just maybe a laugh.
I am here. To listen… to talk so you don’t have to… whatever you need.
mrslindseylambert@gmail.com – email me. I could use a friend. 🙂
by the way honey… you descibed yourself as so tired… tired of being angry, tired of living without your mom, living with a poor father… if you’re tired, then don’t get out of bed. Rest, sleep, hibernate… take some time to just “check out”… talk to me in between so you aren’t isolated. Point is, if you don’t feel like getting out of bed, maybe you don’t have to. THere is NOTHING wrong with that, and NOTING wrong with how you feel. There is this 18 yr old in my life, her name is Carliegh. I love her and imagine her feeling like this.