i still haven’t gotten over what she did, and i don’t even know what to do. about 45 minutes ago i had a total breakdown. not a depressive one, i can’t describe the emotion, it was like an EXTREME adrenaline rush, i felt EXTREMELY euphoric but in the back of my head was the lingering depression that has been around with me for about 7 months. i CANNOT take this anymore and i DO NOT want to take the medication (risperdal) because it just makes me an emotionless, bored zombie…
i just want to fucking kill myself…
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I simpathize with the medication bit, they put me on Haldol for 8 months and now I am suicidal and bed ridden, every other medication they gave me just made me a zombie, obese and without any kind of emotion. Psychiatry sucks they just make tons of money and leave you for dead. Now Ia m worried I am permanently disabled because the soviets used to give Haldol to their enemies….now I know why…
True,Psychiatrists don’t know what they are doing.
Has anyone been helped by them?
@ noom, read up on the soetero project, it’s a project were they cured schizophrenics without meds or psychiatrists and the recovery rate beat the psychiatric rate, they pulled the financial plug on it coz no meds were prescribed….now in northern eurpe they are starting to open up soetero houses and cure mental illness without meds or psychiatrists….fingers crossed I know they screwed me big time, they can not make you feel good at all..4 years went by and I never even noticed, I might as well be dead!
Thank you bubbles.I can believe it too and we need the NHS to fund things like this.
I’ve been to them for 4 years as well and never come out satisfied.All they do is take notes and offer no practical help.The system needs a overhaul,i think there should be more social events for people to go to and get out of the house instead of drugging people.Luckily I read up on these drugs and tell them if i want anything