Thinking I might actually kill myself. Â For real. Â I’m going through the process of deciding if I should do it or not and this is part of my process. Â I’ve talked to one close friend and there are more people I would talk to before actually doing it. Â I’m 21 and I’ve had suicidal thoughts since about 10. Â I wrote this a while ago about how I feel:Â http://suicideproject.org/2011/01/on-friendship/ comment on that or on this, please. Â Let me know how you feel so I can keep thinking about it.
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Sometimes its hard for me to tell if someone is really serious. Sometimes, they don’t even know themselves- They think they do. But sometimes they don’t. Don’t do it if you can’t..JUST do it. If you have to think about it then you’re unsure. You don’t want to- But it seems like the only way out. Don’t do it if you have to ask, or if you have to say good bye. I’m not telling you what to do- I’m telling you something that’ll save a life that may be thrown away accidentally. Life is a game, and as we all lose in the end anyways we should try to play it until we can’t anymore. I know-Hypocritical. I want to die sometimes too. But even I can’t do it. Need someone to talk to, I’m here. just_another_ymarik_luvr@yahoo.com
You should keep thinking about it, and rethinking it, over and over. If you do I’m sure you’ll have at least a couple of reasons not to do it.