Demise

My demise… I wish there was something I could do to be remembered, but I am just lost. I wasted so much precious time playing video games, going to school, all that crap. That doesn’t mean I’m already past all that. I’m still wasting time. Wish I could go down with a bang, but I won’t, unless I suicide with a pistol of some sort. Hopefully a Colt… Or maybe a Revolver, just so my neighbor will remember how his favorite gun killed someone he knows. Ha, anyways I want to live and die fighting. I want to lead an army of outcasts(or some army) and just go mass murder, killing people across the world. And why? So I could prove the point that humans are all evil. They just hide it and let it out at the randomest times. Mother Earth, the idea of nature as a person, dying because of evil humans. I’m not crazy, it’s just a thought of mine that will only stay on this post. I will never actually do this, because… Because my dad used to hit me, discipline me when I did anything wrong. Now, I’m a scared little *****, a shy dumbass who can’t even think for himself. I am also one of the pussies who hide behind electronics. Can’t tell a girl I love you in person. Too bad for me. I wasted my life. 15 years but you don’t need to live for 30 years to know living is hopeless. Why not eradicate the whole world of the pest called humans…