A dream of the love of my life who broke my heart by saying no…

(I use the notes section of my iPhone like a journal… I love this dream, wish I could sleep and re-dream it…)

Today, I had another dream about Nycolle. I don’t feel angry, or annoyed, but slightly happier. 
  It started out random, I was walking through a mall and ended up naked, then wore my blanket I was sleeping in an hour ago. I ended up at a game store, buying a random game, my mom came through the door took the game and disappeared. I walked with another naked dude and we talked, don’t remember, but I ended up having clothes on and went to his parents house, so I forgot my keys? We went back and forth, and came back. I walked around his neighborhood when I came across a hill overlooking a backyard from previous dreams(one was a depression in the ground and trees covering the sky slightly and a beehive hung from a tree). Also as I was sliding down the hill I ended up over another backyard with a pool covered by a tarp. I saw the fence that leads there, but then I saw her… I was amazed that her beauty was all the way there, I had my headphones on, so I couldn’t hear anything, I took off my headphones and called to her(she was wearing shorts, like PE shorts, and a white shirt with a light rainbow-colored rose design on her left side). We said hi, and then she pulled off the tarp and I saw an empty pool and apparently my dads Durango was there, so I saw pieces(like the doors) dismantled. She told me to drive in the small car and I was nervous, because I was in an enclosed space, so I kept on drifting and she told me why am I scared, she trusts me, so she isn’t scared. I closed my eyes while doing it and I opened them, I saw Nycolles shining and majestic face and saw her smile making me happy again, so beautiful and perfect, shiny, white, perfect teeth, beautiful eyes, long, straight, shiny, pretty brown hair… Then I woke up… Smiling…