Im in Ohio its a beautiful day and i just got paid and i still just want to go to bed wtf is wrong with me. I also keep having these horrible mood swings where im perfectly fine riding home with my man and ill start calling him annoying and screaming at him for no reason and i just hate the site of him the rest of the drive home. then ill be fine again its so wierd and i cant help it. hes the only one that im mean to all the time its like i take everything out on him. he doesnt deserve it and i hate doing it but i cant help it. i just want to be nice to him like i am to the rest of the world because i do love him and hes a good person but im an ahole sometimes i guess. ughhhhhhhhh!!!
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reverse stockholm syndrome man. youre way to confined and walled in in this safe environment yet youre totally free to leave whenever you want. yet the world has made you subconciously freaked out by the outside world so you dont want to go. this leads to you not wanting to leave the prison of this “free” nation yet it tortues you to stay. the reason you take it out on your boyfriend or whatever is because for whatever reason his kindness and the safety he offers you embodys the very heart of what you hate about this society.
if you want a chat about it im avalible at lauriejohnson1@hotmail.co.uk
hope i can help
Could it be a chemical thing? Are you on meds? (not that meds ever fix anything)
Taking everything out on your man… hmm I bet that’s because he takes it and/or you feel comfortable unleashing your true feelings on him. Do you have legit reasons for chewing him out, or is it just random like “I hate your shoes” or smth?
I’m on celexa for depression and I’m on xanax for anxiety and I yell at him when he makes me mad but sometimes he doesn’t deserve it. Last night I kicked him in the nuts leaving a bar now he won’t even talk to me which I think I like better